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My world has become a broken shell in which I am forced to make my home. I am in a position where all I can do is do... I don't have any choices left. I either put up, or give up and there's no way around it. I have to sacrifice a lot and I don't even get anything out of it. I get stress, pain, heartache and the funny thing is that I make it so that everyone else around me is oblivious to my plight. Great acting, huh? There are many times when people tell me, "You're not alone in this." or "I'm right behind you on this." Well, this time, I am alone. I am putting aside all forms of socializing. I have to make myslef into a cold, stern person that only cares about getting his job done. To whom this may concern, I might not talk to a lot of my friends and extended family for a long time, but just know that I'm only doing this to try to make things better for myslef and in doing so, make things better for some of you. I'm sorry, but the Kadmael that many have known and grown accustomed to has gone away for a while. I'm just taking his place, so that his responsibilities don't get the better of him..... Goodbye all...
 Seraph_in_Evanescence · Tue Apr 12, 2005 @ 04:18pm · 3 Comments |
