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Hey guys~! lol. [if anybody actually reads this]. well, here i lay out categories. lol. yup, so so i can organize my thoughts easily. loll. =]


accomplishments:
*cleaned bath tub and lil of toilet.
*washed dishes for numerous times
*cooked rice and cleaned up a bit.
*vaccumed downstairs and up stairs
*laundry/dryer/clothes stuff
*found few bargains of clothes at khols
*able to do "under the bridge" while shuffling deck of cards.
*pray more often
*help mom
*finished Pita-Ten manga

happy happenings:
*my accomplishments, lol.
*mom's not that evil to me much anymore..i think.
*um...cheese....haha

shout outs:
*vanessa: hey, how are sex and cheese again? our beautiful children. do they have beutiful long silky hair? :3 i hope they're being good now...no need for them to shank the nanny
*ate[h] cesel: thx for uh...uhm....*needs certain words* ....being concerned of our not partaking in uh...activities together. haha. =3 i think i'ma go to movies on weekend, i'm planning it, so i wana invite my mob of friends again. hahaha
*cheryl, cat, jonton? -- hope you had fun at teh partie of nibal's. lol. =}
*cheryl: get ur liscence so i can go to the gym..lol..
*sex: be good to your mommy, ok?!
*russel: how's track ..lol
*ham: what's up wif teh group? lol. sorry i logged out when u sent a chat invitation on AIM, but i had to do stuff, bleh

reflection of moods...love and crap:
*after pita-ten, a mostly romance but still had good comedy .....that manga...fukin hell...involving love....and trust....and blah blah blah s**t. lol. it played with my emotions again, like most of them. i shed a tear...the guy that was waiting for his love for his whole life....and died a grampa. he had a family with her, but she left ...lost her memory ..lol.. right in front of him also! but he didn't bother to remind her, he just let it be....but he said he'd still wait for her.....AWWWWWWWW AWWWWWW AWWWWWWWWWW......that made me shed a tear...it was true love... *sigh*...and they met in their fuking CHILDHOOD....*sob sob* .lol. i want love like that. lol. it's unhealthy to always daydream like me. like wanting a family.
*like mine dream is, if i don't find that 'somebody', i'ma adopt =3 and i want like 3-4 children that i'ma adopt. haha. =3 but they're going to be from different countries. hahaha. one from china, korea, japan, and um...i was thinking vietnam. lol. hahahah ....ahahah. that's wierd, but it's kewl =]. i mean, me is filipino born here, might as well bring the whole world. =P. yeah, and teach them to speak each other's languages! and have like, an home, made from the old traditional versions from each country.....haha.
*for now, i'm kinda relaxed and sad....the whole "i want a person to love, to talk to, to cherish" thing. hahaha. lol. but it's true =P

need/wish to do:
*japanese
current addictions:
entertainment:
concerns/what did bad:

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Tuesday, April 12, 2005
chickn, spam, hot dog, sake', chili.....is what they cooked at Benihana ... on blue collar tv......hahah.. HAHAHA. LOL. then for the mess....they had to pay for it..but they ran, and the asian dude chassed them with the ...chainsaw...haha. then there's this thing with...teh cop in the bed....hahaha...and then.....yeah....funny stuff.....hahaha

well, reflection...haven't blogged. runescape is teh addiction. i'm still trying to finish all of my homework as we speek...and um.....well...i'm doing my Japanese reports cuz they're like a paragraph and their easy...only two of them....and then i'ma do my essay...or try to....and then i'ma try to do 25 problems on geometry..i said to myself that... that....that...that.......that.....that.....yeah..i might sleep at like 3am..iono. my sleeping patters are odd...lol....

HAHAHA.....TEH COP ....MOTORIZED BED.....lol. XP
hecka stupid lol.

---------japanese papers, like paragraph each with paper..only two for this month... one on "Constitution Day" and "Children's Day" of Japan... *sigh* i wish we could celebrate holidays like that.... festivals....the whole 'shibang' like most country's traditions. Everything is kept in like the bay area.....anime conventions...shops.....festivals.....blah blah blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! i'm culturaly deprived..lol.
hecka dumb ... "i got your test results back" ...."you got an 'F' , for 'fist'" ....lol.

um...anything else......well, i wanted to make a format for my blogs....but i haven't blogged in hecka time lol. so blah....ok, back to work, bye guys...life's ok, nothing new....blah blah blah...

--------the only thing different was during church...there's this girl (my age or few years older i think..iono, looked pilipina) sitting next to me. i was singing and playing around in funny motions and stuff with lil bro, and like talking with mom a lil. so like, yeah...she felt nice, and i saw glimpses of her smiles....i haven't seen those kinda smiles in hecka long...ya know...where they feel warm and fuzzy..not like they come from some 'dirty joke'...but a sweet smile... *sigh* lol. but whatever...lol. mom was like "do you know her? she was smiling at you." i was like "no." so yeah....things like that stand out to me....so blah.....that makes me happy =]

--------ok, i think i'm done..but on Kc's blog in xanga....she had a Korean-pop video..showed it to friend, and apparently, a guy was wearing Hamtaro pj's. *sigh* I WANT THEM!!!!!!! lol. i couldn't see teh video....cuz teh video be teh long video...lol...

-------spirit week:
monday:...wear yello..
tuesday: teal.... [school color...like, wtf...lol...like i have teal..lol]
wednesday: something...
thursday: pink foooooooooooooooool! i'ma ask mom to buy pink shoelaces and like pink sweater....or sme pink shirt...lol. i like to wear pink/any bright color lol.
friday: grey...lol. i have sweats i can wear that make me feel comfy =3

ok i think i'm done now..lol okidoke, bye!