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Ya know, I was gonna write something about how this is my way of apologizing. I was gonna write something about how I couldn't tell them I'm sorry to their faces. I was gonna write something about how that would just be pointless because they would all laugh at me. I was gonna write something about how much I envy every other person on the face of this Earth for their freedom. I was gonna write something about how I just feel like I have to live up to a reputation I never had in the first place. I was gonna write something about how much I hate the way things are going. I was gonna write something about how this is all my fault. I was gonna write something about how I just couldn't keep my mouth shut and totally ruined everything, all in one fell swoop. I was gonna write something about how I deserve what I did to myself because of all the times I lied to them and yelled at them and attacked them and took advantage of them and was overall a total jerk to them, without even having a reason to be.
I was gonna write something about all these things I feel inside.
But I won't.