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Man, I hate this. It's all my fault, I know it is; so I can't blame anyone else for it. Dude, it still sucks, though. I can't believe I actually did that. What was I thinking? I mean, really, Jenny, are you that much of a drama queen? I wonder if the others know.... Anyways, yeah, that would suck if they did. That's why I can't let them find out. If they knew I did that to myself.... I didn't even have much of a reason to! Gods, that stings. But I brought this upon myself, I suppose. There's no getting around it. I just hope my mom doesn't see it. What would I tell her? "Wow, red pen sure looks like blood, huh?" Yeah, that'll work. I can't believe me, though. I just hope I don't start laughing if and when the others find out, cuz this is no laughing matter right here. I didn't originally intend to take it that far. And yet, here I am with a written apology on my arm. That's just plain stupid of me. It's just -- ya know, what am I gonna do? I can't tell anyone, or they'd tell my mom. And she doesn't trust me as it is to go to bed on time when she's working late. It's just terrible, man. My life as I know it is over. And all because I couldn't keep my mouth shut. One lame insult started it all, and now Jessica's not allowed to talk to me anymore. Oh well. It's all my fault, and I'm wasting your time with this. ja ne.