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So, we had a good break. Memorial day and all. Three day weekends are nothing to sneeze about. Sleeping in, going on walks in the morning, being able to just chill. All of that is just awesome! So now that it's over, I have to prepare for my finals week. Oh JOY!

My "friends" are all just... I don't know... hard to deal with. I'm hoping to go to my youth camp, and hopefully I can bring some of my good friends along, hoping it won't be too awkward for them (they're guys). That's in July. I used to be super close to one of them (Samson), but lately, God has really helped me back off a little (he is atheist, and I choose not to go out with anyone who isn't christian). Although we are still very close friends, it's not at the same level. I'm not sure where my other friend Alex is at with religion. I have a feeling he is atheist as well, but I can't be sure. I would hang with him more, but I'm worried that his girlfriend would find that as something different, so I don't. I really need some prayers with guilt, because even though God has given me many good friends and a strong faith, Satan keeps making me go through flashbacks of things I've done wrong, and things that I feel shameful of... and it's really hard to not let that drag me down. Also, another prayer request, my website. It's doing fine, but the ads are destroying the whole thing! You can't even find my website under all of the advertisements!! I think it might be ruining the effect and purpose of having it! Anywho, have a super great day! Prayers and love, SSSLDD.