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I got a longer prohbation! Can you believe this s**t?! All I did was question a master's methods in fighting and she took it straight to the council saying I was being insobordinent(sp). I feel like going out a punching the hell out of something! A wall, preferably. Force! Why can't I ever catch a break around here?! I speak my mind or defend myself or something like that and I get in trouble! I swear, if those rumored sith are out there they better get here quick and save me from this hellish nightmare! Ok......maybe that's a bit a cruel, but still, I have every right to say it, don't I? I mean, comeon, I'm pissed and nobody wants to let me express my feelings! It's a wonder no one's come and did anything about this yet. It's times like these I just want it all to end. If I were younger, Master Yoda would've said that my feelings were dangerous and I should try and resist them. Well, I'm older and I do try, but my emotions are a helluva lot stronger than my mind. I relie on those feelings to survive. Without them..........I'm defenseless and I don't want that. I mean, if I can show mercy to my would-be killer and let them survive, doesn't that make me the better jedi than someone who automatically kills someone for pulling a blaster on them?