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This so damn ridiculous! I swear if I have to keep on this damn prohbation any longer I'm going to go insane! The council says I need to learn to control my emotions. Well......excuse me for being the way I am! I never asked to be a freak of nature! I never asked for these damned powers! I never asked to be a jedi! Now, I'm being forced to live by rules I can't stand and it's driving me crazy! I try and defend myself and I get punished! You know, it's s**t like this that probably causes most jedi to turn to the dark side of the force. I wouldn't be at all suprised if some dark jedi comes n and kills every single jedi. I would never wish death onto anyone, but one of these times someone is going to get pissed and go around killing every jedi they can find. I doubt it'll be me. I can't even kill a womprat or some other small annoying creature. Probably be some power hungery padawan that thinks he's all powerful and such. If I'm still alive when that happens, I'll probably die laughing. Does this kind of thing make me crazy?