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To those who’ve had the heart to read this,

My passion for the way life greets me is not as highly regarded as I thought it’d be. I find myself slipping into a poorly based reality more every day. It seems as though I cannot comprehend all that life has to offer. My mind is far ahead, so far that my tongue and body cannot keep up. I’ve no sense of direction to guide me and I find myself lost in my own sanity. My love has spread to the ends of the earth and I’ve no place to turn to without having to face myself. It’s rather pathetic, but I realize it cannot be avoided.

So many unspoken words threaten to detach themselves from my thoughts and it takes all the concentration I have just to write these words down. My body is weak from the frustration depicted into my everyday life, but it is also strong in the sense that I have enough courage to wake up every morning. So kudos to myself for not letting the complexity of everyday life bring me down. I thank myself for my imagination for if I didn’t have it I would completely lose myself.

I cannot begin to express my thoughts completely for there isn’t enough paper in the world. In hopes that you understand me is all that I can wish for. I cannot ASK you to understand, but only if it’s in your own self-nature to succumb to my words that's entirely up to you. You are the creators of your own destiny. Do not let anyone tell you otherwise. For now, I leave you with my such-scattered-thoughts in hope that I am not alone in my cause.

~ Blessed to be here, boo