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what the ******** can i say? im kinda in a bad mood right now. its so weird that i can tell my problems to all kids of people i dont know but not to my friends that i see everyday. its freaky man. anyway this is whats going on...so theres this chick, erica. i really like her. and its kina obvious. so i wrote her a letter yesterday asking her if she wanted to go see a movie or some s**t. she wrote back said it would be cool. so i wrote her another letter today asking if friday is ok. cuz im kinda busy these days. she said that she has s**t to do and she doesnt think that would be able to do it. she also said that her ex called and wanted to "talk." she also said "relationships are a pain in my a**. they are more trouble then they are worth" now wtf do you think that did to me? me, who is trying to get this chick to be her g/f? me, who puts it out there that i am so infatuated with her! she acts as if im just an aquantance that she just puts up with. you know? like she talks to me and whatever but she doesnt really want to. it really sucks. i was really sad. really sad. i was all deepressed the whole ride home and still am.