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i woke up cry'n. i think it was because of the end of my dream last night, i'll tell u what happened in the end....

...adam was chosen 4 the best somethin and was sapossed 2 pick the girl who helped him out with it, he picked jeonny even though i put all my hard work trying to help him and he new it would up set me if he picked jeonny. he did any way and the next thing i knew i was bursting into tears and running out of the multi perpose room and outside the door i looked back andsaw adam chasing after me and jeonny acting as if she was a princes. i was outside and the only person in sight was adam and then i said,"WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT!?" he then asked,"Why did u leave? u know i would love u to be there." then i started to yell at him saying,"GOD! U R SUCH AN IDIOT! WHY WOULD I WANT TO WATCH U TAKING IN INCREDIBLY STUPID GLORRY WITH A GIRL U CHEATED ON ME WITH! AND WHY WOULD U PICK HER 4 IT HUH? U COULDV'E JUST PICKED SOME1 WHO WAS LIKE ME 4 IT! U KNEW I WOULD BE MAD IF U PICKED JEONNY! I WANTED 2 BE THE ONE! U WANNA KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I LOVE U! I REALLY LOVE U! GOD, U HAVE KNOW IDEA HOW IT FEELS TO BE HAERT BROKEN BY THE SAME PERSON OVER AND OVER AGAIN! U R THE BIGGEST JERK I HAVE EVER MET AND YET I STILL LOVE U! ADAM, U KNOW HOW I'D CALL U AN IDIOT AND U'D SAY ,'But i'm ur idiot' WELL GUESS WHAT U R NO LONGER MY IDIOT U R NOW MY JERK! JUST STAY THE HELL OUT MY LIFE AND I'LL BE FINE! SO JUST PISS OFF!' i left him there and i walked off crying he stould there watching me leave him behind 4 ever. i woke crying and i couldn't stop seeing visions of him and jeonny...she is very lucky 2 have him again (yes i said again, jeonny is his ex and now girlfriend)but any way, she is lucky because he is the perfect boi 4 every girl...

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