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sora i love u to much to let you go id miss u till i killed myself so i could follow u iu mean that much 2 me u cant go! i will always listen 2 what u have 2 say and i always have. dont do it please!

I would miss you...you know i would

sora... if you killed yourself... many things would happen to us... it's like a missing part of me, and everyone else. even though you think that no one would care, think of those who do care... i would care, kiyo, mizu, yoshi, everyone would... and don't think we would just care because you're our friend. think of it this way, it would be such a misfortune if you died, and even if we didn't know you. i know who you are, but i'm not you... you're my best friend and if you die, i know some of us would die with you because we love you. even though you have a lot of things, and you hate the feeling of being around... think of those who do love you, and do care so much about you... don't think that we only care because you're our friend... think that we care because you're our friend, and you're someone very, very important and special to us... because why? you're just special and unique in your own way... just like everyone else is... there are so many things that we love about you, and you should love yourself... and even if your pain ended, what's the difference to it now? you have people in your life who care, and maybe... deep down, you have people that always have loved you and you never knew... before you kill yourself, you need to think about these things... there are things that you'll leave behind... and one of those things are those people who care about you... you'll never see us again, but what's worse we'll never see you again and we'll miss you... we all care and love you sora

-Tenshi and everyone else who loves you

i just hate felling like this like the only way out is to kill or hurt myself i hate it. i cant make any of the pain go away no matter how hard i try... i just dont no what 2 do im scared of every1... but mostly myself i hate this i want some1 2 just sit next 2 me so i can say everything i feel.. but at the same time i dont want to say anything at all... no 1 ever realy listens 2 me and u no actions speek louder than words so maby thats what i should just do... no matter what any of u say i can never realy belive anything u say its all just pointless now... i dont care what u say anymore cause your words r just as empty as mine are