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hey karen, and u know who u r (i mean the karen i know in real life) and other people i got my first kiss! i can't beleave it actully...but the inportant part was that i got my first kiss, i know it's really stupid 4 me 2 be writing this but i don't give a s**t i'm just so happy!!!the interesting part was that when he kissed me i was so shocked eek that i didn't know what 2 say or who should have expressed myself. i felt so stupid because i just said thnx and kept on walking home, looking down at the floor smilling with my black hair in my face hiding my expression. i could hear him pounding on that stupid button that told that stupid stop light witch way u wanted 2 go and by the time i reached the other side of the street and looked back he was gone and out of sight. i was kinda sad sad and happy biggrin at the same time. i can't wait 2 see him again but i have 2 wait 2-3 weeks until i can cry . the worst part is is that he is moving on June 1st witch means he'll only be hear 3 days after i come back (witch means i come back on the 29th of May). god, i'll miss him like crazy. i bet i'm gonna cry crying and i haven't cried 4 almost more than 5 years. god this sucks...hopefully he'll call me.

P.S. the juicy part is that he and i have liked each other 4 a wile and neither of us actully asked each other out and we just stayed friends. but i bet he felt the same as me...we wanted 2 be more than JUST friends.

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