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My senoir year have been a dragging but wonderful experience. I steped out of the people I use to call friends' shadows and made a wealth of new reliable ones, though all of them are girls and lowerclassmans. Of all my new found friends, I met this cool girl. She's very nice, and I don't get that fake feeling I get from other girls that attempt to flirt a bit. We share alot, and we see eachother almost every day. Though with these feeling, I'm not sure how she feels about me. In fact, I don't know how to really feel about her. Being in that school for my last year making a serious relationship rather complicated, so being close friends is a better alternative. Time like this make me wished I was in the 10 Grade with my maturity intact.....

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Gaia is starting to suck. The features are boring like church. I'm not planning on leaving since I have friends here, but I have a feeling more than half of them look down on me for being too soft and if I'm not; I'm a jerk. I honestly cannot handle the pressure most of them give me especially since according to sources, they talk about me behind my back in IMs and such. I'm not going to name call since my current situation isn't a big issue.....

But really though.... The amount of negitive influence going on is really making me myself one of them. I can't say they asked for it, since it's entirely my fault for being a smartass like everyone else.