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Is this true love?

Darkness flows
Pounding greatly on my soul:
“Let me in”
It screams.
“If you don’t,
I’ll force myself in.”

I yell back
Into the dark sky:
“b*****d,
You man whore.
******** you.
You’ll never come in.”

He breaks down my barrier
And forces him self in.
I cry out in pain so deadly.
“Why?” I sound out.
“Why would you do this to me?”

His black face
Gets closer to mine.
My screams are unheard.
He ignores my echoes and pain.
He runs in faster,
His approaching aura
Forces the breath out of my lungs.

His knees give out
As he clasps onto mine.
His tears singe my skin
As I wrap my arms around his head.

His eyes follow up my body
And attach them selves to mine.
My muscles turn to water
As I fall into his embrace.

“Why did you do it?”
I clasp him close to me.
Our tears mixing
In steam of pain and love.

His hands wrap around mine
As we meet our eyes once again.
He smiles sweetly
Tears of blood dripping down his face.
“Because I love you.
I wanted to know you
As much as you know me.
You’re my life,
My breath,
My soul,
My destiny.”

He wraps his fingers in my hair.
Taking in my scent
As he takes deep breaths.
“Baby, don’t make me do this again.”

I smile up at him.
My eyes closing as I lean into him.
“I won’t.
You did it once.
You proved to me
How much you care about me.
I love you.
Thanks.”

As we hold onto each other,
I remember our good times.
Still I wonder…
‘Why would he love me?’