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random head line... yeah.. but now, i have about 800 pieces of gold!!!!!!!! yay.. i''m kinda rich.. *sigh*... i'm cutting myself more now... and i'm also throwing more daggers at walls.... and I almost killed someone again... *sigh*.. life's gotten more depressing... I've lost practically all contact with my dads side of the family. Something is wrong with my dads pager, my dads uncle is in china b/c hes sick, and my grandma in germany doesn't pick up the phone.... (mom and dad ar divorced, just so ya kno)... my life is so horrible.... i wonder why i haven't commited suicide yet.... and, i have to study for the SAT and I have to make time in my hectic schedule for kungfu/shaolin.... I'm so sad... AND, i suck at drawing which is really bad, because i like drawing but i'm not good... now, i have to go to bed because I hear mom coming... *sigh* I WANNA DIE!!!!!!!!! xp

Today was funny... I went to a friend's birthday party and we played Truth or Dare because we were extremely bored... and I found out that this one person (an annoying geek) had liked me for the past 3 years or something (since 4th grade..)... and that was funny ^.^;; People should know that I dont believe in love... seriously. It always ends in heart-break.

I finished all of my homework on FRIDAY! I'm so happy. But now, its Sunday.. which sucks. And I didn't finish this extra-credit assignment because I didn't have any balloons... sad... Its worth 70 POINTS! That could really bring my sucky average up... but NOOOOOO !!!!!!! I DIDN'T HAVE BALLOONS AT MY STUPID MESSY APARTMENT! I hate it... Now, my average is going to suck because I dont have balloons... stressed