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Hey,
I've been in colorado for a week and a half and im tired and miss my friends. I have such a headache and wish I could actually get some sleep but I can't.
Here's some writings...
Ugly Duckling.
Once upon a time there was an ugly duckling who turned into a swan... I am that ugly duckling... I am a swan... Now I am beautiful although I believe, and think, as well as dress as well as want to do different things with my life than my family. I am such a dreamer and that's basically all I do. Dream... My family is very sporty and peppy. I am not. I want to go out, party, get in trouble, and have crazy relationships. But I am held between bars and handed everything that I want that is "Good for Me" on a silver platter. Everything that is "Bad for Me" I am shown and ripped away from. I want to get in trouble. I am raised in a goody two shoes family and I don't want to live this way. My restrictions are painful to me and I want to see danger in life... I want to rebel and have excitement in my boring life.
Differences:
Clothes: Me: Punk, skinny jeans, rock t shirts, converse, straightened hair, dark eyeliner, colored eye shadow. Family: Conservative, sport/basketball shorts, t shirts, business suits.
Music: Me: Rock, Pop, Hip Hop, Rap, Screamo Family: Classical, Broadway, Country.
Goals in Life: Me: (one of these smile Singer/performer, Lyricist, Writer Family: Business man, Opera singer, Teacher.
Religion: Me: I believe in God but I dont go to church every sunday and would rather go to a contemporary church. I go to youth night to be with friends. Its hard for me when I can prove things with science. Family: Religious, not super religious but they believe in God and all his magic.
Anywho, like you care...
well I should probably go to sleep, Cackle
Lady Cackle · Tue Aug 11, 2009 @ 05:04am · 0 Comments |