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It's a shame, sometimes. I always make friends with the different up people. So far, my friends include alcoholics, druggies, cutters, people on serious meds, psychos ( I think I'm becoming one) and yea. I have very few what you people may call "normal." Yea, I said YOU people. It's not like anyone actually reads this anyways....It makes me feel better. It's better than any of the above things described. So, I write, or I draw. And I think my stuff is s**t, but it makes me feel better. I'm tired of your world. All your rules, your talk. I don't care. I never did. Oh, and did I mention I have some weird friends? yea. All you so-called normal people? GET REAL!!! Assholes like you are the reason people like me exist. Read the paper, watch the news. Or do you want a house with a white picket fence, 2.5 kids, and be the average person? Well, ******** it. ******** it to hell. There is no such thing. There never was, is, will be an average person. If my rants insult you, then why do you read them? I'm just curious. It's really stupid if they insult you and you still read them. Why? Oh, your brain has shields up to prevent the reality from hitting you in the face. And causin your body to hurt itself to deal with the shock. Ha. Like that exists. There are no shields, no perfect people. What goes up, must come down....
 Ice_Assassin · Wed Jan 12, 2005 @ 09:20pm · 0 Comments |
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I seem to have realized that some people don't get hints. I'll throw them out, and TRY to be nice, but there will come a point when I have to say Fucck off and give me some room. What am I supposed to do? Get suffocated by you people? If you hate my journal or my writings, then TOO ******** BAD because its MY MINE MY OWN MY PRECIOUS stuff. Got it? good. I feel better.
Good night, bitte nacht
Ice_Assassin · Fri Dec 03, 2004 @ 01:17am · 0 Comments |
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Why is it that I have to guess your thoughts? I'm tired of playing games. One day you're nice, then the next you hate me. Stop freaking backstabbing me, b***h! I don't play like you. I'm above your level, so stop trying to get me to come down. Oh how the mighty have fallen, well, when they rise again, they are a helluva lot stronger, smarter and know they can rise once more. The bigger they are, the harder they fall, well the smaller they are, the harder they hit back. I know your weaknesses, so don't play coy with me. I will hunt you down like the dog you are. Freak! you say, I reply I get that a lot. So what does that make you? Some people who read this pointless journal may know that line was from Hellsing. Maybe Alucard isn't really what you think he is. Maybe we all wear masks.....What then? What to do, what to do?
Ice_Assassin · Mon Nov 29, 2004 @ 12:56am · 0 Comments |
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Sometimes, it seems I can't get along with life. It seems I'm to scared to kill myself, yet brave enough not to. When I find myself falling inside of me, there's no one I can turn to because I don't trust enough. Trust is hard to earn, but easy to lose. I want to cry, but my tears are dried up. Sometimes, no one will rescue me. I end up rescuing myself. If I call out to you for help, you laugh and say I'm kidding, right? Wrong. I'm dying inside because you aren't there. You never were. I thought you would help me, save me, but you didn't. You took me for granted. I give you aid when you need it, turn a listening ear when you need it, turn a watchful eye to you, but you refuse to give aid, turn a deaf or traitorus ear, and turn a blind eye.
Hugs, please? domokun
Ice_Assassin · Sun Nov 28, 2004 @ 12:52am · 0 Comments |
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Wow. I'm bored. And it's not a good thing. I tend to go quite insane when that happens. I got the new Riddick movie and I have the first one, Pitch Black. Yay. I want another Riddick movie. I love Riddick..he kicks a**!! wOOt. <---don't ask. maryland thingy.
Ice_Assassin · Wed Nov 24, 2004 @ 09:50pm · 0 Comments |
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This is a quote I made for my friend's band....It never got started... :
If you look, you will find there is always more darkness than light in this world.
Ice_Assassin · Mon Nov 22, 2004 @ 10:41pm · 0 Comments |
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Fight Song:
IF darkness fades away,
And all that's left is light,
Where will we fight?
Chorus:
I"ve lost my reason
A reason to continue
My fight is for me now
Until it's over I'll fight.
The fight's inside of me
I don't have a lot of friends
Truly only allies and enemies
ANd yet it goes deeper still.
Chorus
To look below my mirror
The surface you want
Below is only caged and waiting
For only you to come closer
Chorus
Let it begin....
Ice_Assassin · Wed Nov 17, 2004 @ 12:16am · 0 Comments |
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Here's a poem I think a lot of people should read:
The Girls Lie by Katamaya:
A broken heart
A broken smile.
Your laughter made my day worth while.
What is it about that joke,
About that smile,
That makes me choke.
Its not bad,
But very good.
You did what no other could.
You made me forget my bad day i had,
The screams,
The shouts,
The tears shed.
You made me remember the good things ahead.
That i am worthy,
And i am not dead.
You made me forget the sorrow i felt,
For hitting my friend,
Who could not have dealt.
I told you i was lesbian,
You said it was cool.
I told her,
And she said she was a fool.
A fool for thinking we could be friends.
A fool for thinking i was not a lesbian.
She said she thought it over
and over again.
But always said, "NO, That's not her."
But in the end
Her assomptions were true.
I wasnt what she expected,
But what she didnt.
The worst part is.........
She didn't want to be my friend in the end.
Ice_Assassin · Thu Nov 11, 2004 @ 09:27pm · 0 Comments |
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When someone says they are lesbian, gay, bisexual, transexual, or straight, it doesn't matter. Their sexuality doesn't matter at all. It's not a choice, no matter what you may think. Do you chose to be a boy or a girl? Do you? You have no control over it. Just remember, there are people who laugh at your blindness, your arrogance. It will be your downfall-the blindness and the arrogance. They are still the same person and it's your responsibility as a friend to support them in this prejudiced, blind world. This world is blinded by stereotyping. I salute those who go against society, changing this world and making them rethink their actions. I pity those who go with the flow, afraid to step out and follow their dreams. Let the world know. Let the music play and step out. Be yourself. BE who you are meant to be. Don't lie to yourself. Just do what you know is right. Wrong is wrong, even if everyone is doing it.
Ice_Assassin · Tue Nov 09, 2004 @ 01:50am · 0 Comments |
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