Hey hey hey everybody! ^^
Whoooo -phew- I haven't been on Gaia in a while! But, I've been on it more frequently, and I guess that isn't a good thing.
Since it's getting close to the finals and such..and I should be studying rather then being on here. >> But, darn pressure is getting to me. But hey, it's Friday! It should be okay for one day.
I always get nervous whenever exams come. I'm afraid of my marks going down and if I studied enough..and if I really freeze or blank at the actual exam. My marks are, somehow, quite high. And now, my parents want me to keep it that way. Of course, I'm trying, but I doubt that it will stay. And, I don't even know how it even got that high. I'm not perfect. I'm flattered that people say so though.
Anyway, today, we had a test and I didn't do so well. And whenever I don't do well, I really don't do well. Like, I studied alot and my friends still got better then me. And they didn't study at all. They knew the material better then I did.
See? When they try, they could have real great marks, when it comes down to it. I envy them. The way they can relax and sometimes not take things so seriously. Just go with the flow, y'know? But, it always isn't a good thing. They sometimes slack a little too much. (I hope I'm not offensive!) While me, I take things and blow them way out of proportion. I do that alot. Hehehe...my friend says that it reminds her of Tohru from Fruits Basket.
And I'm happy when she says that. If you've ever read or watched Fruit's Basket, you see how hard-working, caring, kind and innocent she is. It kind of reminds me of myself. I'm not trying to sound cocky, just trying to vent. So yes..
But, on the other hand, I do work hard and on tests I really do study hard. It kind of reminds of Boy Meets World. Yes I know, a kids show, but you do learn alot from it! Hahaha, if you're immature like me I suppose. There was this one part, when this guy got a C on this test. The teacher said that he worked hard and did his best to get the mark, he just didn't understand the material.
Now, with the happy on-the-brightside thoughts. Well, at least I passed the test. Some people didn't do so well. I was able to peak at some of the ones that the teacher was marking, and some people did much worse then I did. And, at least she is going to give us a day to do corrections and earn an extra 10%. I'm happy about that. In my other class, you only get 5%. And, I'm glad the tests aren't worth that much in this class.
Gosh, I hate studying. I can never study. I get distracted. Even though I try to focus so much, it never works. You know how sometimes, if you have an agenda, it has tips on how to study tests, exams, quizzes, and essays? I might, as my lsat resort, actually read that to see if it will actually help. It is there to help you anyway, right? So, I might as well, because I'm not good at studying. And I might as well learn now, so I won't have any other hitches later. So I'm probably going to be doing that all week now. -sigh-
Wow, didn't think I'd write that much. -silent gasp- Hahaha, anyway, I hope you enjoyed my entry ^-^;
-Mint
~~~~~~ Hahha..I was being hard on myself, and if you look on the date, this entry was written a while ago, before summer vacation. So, yeah I kinda do that alot. ^^ I was bored one day, and decided to write an entry of whatever was on my mind. So yeah...-scratches head- Yes me and my Tohru-like personality...>> ~~~~~~
Mint_Kitty · Sat Jun 10, 2006 @ 04:50am · 0 Comments |