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its times like this it occurs to me that we were lied to by the jetsons.... =) good times, XD so decided to write cuz i have a weird feeling that has come over me... i don't know how to describe it... i really feel the need to get out and meet new people, and make friends and s**t, to have good friendships again, where i can chill with someone for hours and not get annoyed, or deal with awkwardness of old friends who have nothing in common anymore... at the same time i don't trust people... every one is selfish in this world. =/ and i can't stand it. maybe im a cold hearted b***h. but i'm not going to make fake friends to feel less lonely. im pretty sure i would die before i let fake, and heartless people around me again. =/ then again... who can you really trust? -_- i guess i should get to bed... i do have school tomorrow, maybe i will meet some random lesbian girl like me and we will be best friends =D or i will be the anti-social freak i can be =] either way i'm comfortable with who i am. give or take a few mood swings =D

wow i haven't updated since 2006, =/ i don't really know where to start either... lets see... i go to school and such... and work... =/ my best friend lives far away in another state... i live with my girlfriend and i love her more than... foxes? =0 wha?! no... yeah totally... =) she burns with me... speaking of burning i have my mmj license =D gotta love colorado! = hmmm this journal thing feels weird... so ill call it quits for now maybe ill warm up to this again. heart bai baiz

i figured i should up date... ^_^ All is unstable with me really lotsa drama im my life.. oh well i will get over it. so.. hmm... where to start... obviously school started... my day consists of me wakeing up at 6 then going to school at 6:50 (early) hang out downstairs. play guitar or draw for (i suck at math)... uh until 7:30 then going to my first class... Spanish 2... my teacher is really cracked out... hes cool tho... idk what it is about spanish teachers.. they have mad guitar skills... he played my guitar once... O_o well after that i go to Honors English.(yes despite my horrible spelling I am smart enought to be in honors) lol that class is one of my most fun because i can be myself... (all my other classes i am very quiet, shy, and stand offish.) ANYWAY... then after that. I go to Psychology... I HATE THAT CLASS! stressed ... ... the teacher cant teach too well... but eh... i will just have to grin and bear it... then i have the hevanly sancuary which i like to call art...well pottery to be exact... i dident get advanced art because it interfered with my honors english class... crying i really wanted to take it.. oh well (through out the day i text random people... its fun since i have it now...) then LUNCH yum.. *eats Choji like... ) anyway... uh.. oh then i have US HISTORY... I HATE THAT CLASS! its the same teacher as my psycology class... stressed I mean WTF? *sigh* oh well then i have gemotry.. i suck at math.. period... oh ya this gets even better... for my 7th hour.. CHEMISTRY....lol im cool ... i suck at science.. and math... and i take chem... im a genius... 2 of thoes classes are junior senior classes lol... oh then i go home... after all the drama in the day i sit my lazy a** down on the computer and neglect my homework... i play guitar... a whole lot now a days... lol cuz im cool... and cuz i need to practice since im in a band now..ya its called facecrime... we are kick a**... heart hmmm... oh i have also been drawing... ^_^ i am actually getting quite good... but meh.. so all is going... fairly decent...i tend to get depressed from time to time...but a good conversation with Trevor or Emily usually fixes that right up... ya cuz i love them... ^_^ and cuz they are like my bestest friend in the whole wide world... blah blah blah.. idk what to put now... um.. i guess this is about it.. owwy my tummy hurts.. crying meh... good night ♥