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This has killed me. I am dying inside.
Because of him, I will never be the same. Part of me may never come back. I know this.
But it is time for me to try. More than just covering the pain with smiles and stories, it is time for me to fight it.
I dream of being a Lady, to one day become a Queen. Ladys do not let one love, no matter how true, destroy their souls.
I will take whats left of mine, rinse it in silvery water, and with my sword in hand, I will battle my fear, my torment; my pain.
I will be strong. I will be a Lady. I will revive myself, where noone else will.
I must.
This will be my first true step towards becoming who I truly want to be.
I've heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason, bringing something we must learn. And we are led to those who help us most to grow if we let them and we help them in return. Well I don't know if I believe that's true. But I know I'm who I am today because I knew you. ~Glinda
He has changed me in so many ways for the good and for the awful. The changes in him killed everything in me and in my life that I loved. But I will bring myself back to life. It may take weeks, months, years, I will revive my heart some how.
I wish I had help. Gods how I wish.
I will be a lady.
And until my next prince comes along, I will be my own knight.
I will ride my night black horse through the fields of my mind
I will battle the monsters in my heart
I will heal the void in my soul.
I will become stronger. Wiser. Better.
I will become a Lady.
Your dream warrior,
Your striving knight,
~*~ Lady Cyn ~*~
 RainyAndrew · Sat Feb 04, 2006 @ 05:22pm · 0 Comments |
