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So Tired


Tired,
Weak,
My thoughts tire me,
The motions tire me,
My surroundings,
Tire me,
Same old thing,
My mind runs,
It's a constant motion,
It's not such as me that is tired,
My mind is tired,
if it weren't for my mind,
I would not be going,
Phsyically I can go,
I would not have a motive though,
I would keep going,
I wouldn't know where,
I wouldn't know how,
I wouldn't care,
It feels good not to care,
Just to wander,
Explore,
Explore your own mind,
What would be in a mind?
All your sorrows,
All your happiness,
And,
At the very back of everything,
The things in your mind you tried to forget your whole life,
Of course you cannot forget,
It still lingers,
In the back of your mind,
It still comes back up time to time,
Time,
Does time really matter to a mind?
The mind does not change,
Only to grow,
No matter the characteristics,
You're still the same person you always were,
Thoughts only build,
Pile up,
Remembering,
Remembering how you used to be,
The bottom of the pile,
It's still there,
Did you try and forget how you used to be?
You can't forget,
Because,
It's always going to be there.