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i got to play muonline and PRagnarokO, dad bought me a pen tablet, i recieved a good deal of money to buy presents for me and others..
nice.. 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding


What Angel Are You?"
http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=1823
Earth Angel
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You are an earth angel.You are very playful, and somtimes slow to respond to things, but always have natures best intrests at heart.You like light, and earthy colours and are great fun.You are slow to anger, and although your anger can be intense, it is never loud like a fires.

i was in the mood for tests...

RANDOM QUESTION PERSONALITY QUIZ! TRUE PERSONALITY!
http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=2888

YOU'RE TRUE BLUE! EVERYONE THINKS YOU'RE REALLY NICE AND YOU SHOW A LOT OF RESPECT FOR OTHERS AS WELL AS YOURSELF. I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED IF I SAW YOU WINNING AN AWARD OR SOMETHING ON TV. YOU ARE VERY TRUE TO YOURSELF AND YOU ARE THE SAME AROUND YOURSELF AND YOUR FAMILY AS YOU ARE TO OTHERS! THIS IS A VERY GOOD QUALITY!

"What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?"
http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=1462
Dark
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You haven't lived an all-so-ahppy life, and it's taken it's toll. Malice and cynicsm rotate around all your thoughts, and you are always prepared for the worst.

personal note: i don't think i didn't lived a happy life!!!

waaa... crying gonk
im turning 18.. and i feel sad... i don't like people to think that i'm more responsible now because i'm now 18. i don't want them to expect.

and i'm afraid.. of God and myself. i know what i'm doing, i do so understand, maybe the problem is i just don't care.

mood: stare ...
currently listening to Rakuen no tobira

yeah.. it's been a month, i think, since i last visited my gaia home..
stare i'm both too lazy and too busy.. i wasn't able to make enough gaia gold so there's nothing much new with me other than my yellow scarf.. wahaha..

tch.. right now i'm annoyed as hell and as confused as a.. a.. never mind.

i just wanna go and leave everything behind.. waaahhh.. i don't feel life's worthless or something.. i'm just tired.. of being lazy and not living like how i want to live. obviously there's no one to blame here but me... pretty silly... :sigh: hehe.. i'm just 17 and i think of things that the usual person wouldn't really pry their minds to. i don't really have problems like money problems, or school, or with my family. it's.. it's me.. waaaaaahh.. it's really hard.. i can't express it in words..
get it? you don't? yeah.. me too...
... maybe some other time.. i really should know what i'm really feeling first, and then really decide what i want... and consider my priorities. that's a lotta work.. waaahh.. i really wanna run away... gonk

now that i thought of that, i wish i could go to Loofy/Roofy's world.. and be a pirate! hehe.. search for One Piece.. i wish everything's just like that. You don't have to worry about school, or your parents, or if you'll have anything to eat tomorrow. childish.. but i know i'm sure that's what i want. a free world, were i could cry because my flower died, and look at the clouds all day, with a big hammer at my side to pound and fight back evil.. wahaha.. hehe..hontou..i'm tring to be serious here.

my first post, i think it's too serious.. blaugh well there's really a lot it my mind right now! i don't think future posts will be like this anyway..

saa, have to be happy, should be happy.. because there's nothing to be sad about.. maybe with later posts i'd be talking 'bout anime, or school or muonline, of course there'll always be yaoi and bishies..

i want to be an uke trainor!!
gaahh!! i think this is the longest post ever..