Snow falls upon that crimson hill where I use to live,
The tears I shed as I look up and stare,
Loosing those that I love, I have to give,
I walk the road that leads 'way never to return there.
Silver hair shades these orange eyes that cry,
Regret and confusion surface as I flee,
This heart of mine yearns to give up and die,
This pain I feel doesn't want to leave me...
My blood covered hands begin to shake,
My crying begins to fade away,
I drop to my knees and fall; fearing to wake,
I want to leave this world and go my own way.
Don't stare down at me like that!
I've done more harm than I can stand!
I've lost it all and I can't get it back,
Just let me lift up and away from this land.
These eyes begin to lie as I stare up at the sky,
These feelings I felt begin to melt away,
Maybe I've been given mercy; maybe this was just a lie,
Maybe I'll awaken where I was and stay.
I couldn't have committed such a crime,
This heart would have killed me before I could,
I couldn't have killed at any other time,
Why was it that now I would?
These feelings aren't my own I feel like I'm fading,
I feel as though these eyes are fighting,
My heart is growing cold and dying,
I can't stay her and keep running,
Life wouldn't want me to keep fleeing,
These hands to keep killing,
My eyes to keep crying...
Maybe I can finally go,
To the place that will accept me so,
A place where I can finally glow...
A place that will accept this darkened soul...
~Detari
The tears I shed as I look up and stare,
Loosing those that I love, I have to give,
I walk the road that leads 'way never to return there.
Silver hair shades these orange eyes that cry,
Regret and confusion surface as I flee,
This heart of mine yearns to give up and die,
This pain I feel doesn't want to leave me...
My blood covered hands begin to shake,
My crying begins to fade away,
I drop to my knees and fall; fearing to wake,
I want to leave this world and go my own way.
Don't stare down at me like that!
I've done more harm than I can stand!
I've lost it all and I can't get it back,
Just let me lift up and away from this land.
These eyes begin to lie as I stare up at the sky,
These feelings I felt begin to melt away,
Maybe I've been given mercy; maybe this was just a lie,
Maybe I'll awaken where I was and stay.
I couldn't have committed such a crime,
This heart would have killed me before I could,
I couldn't have killed at any other time,
Why was it that now I would?
These feelings aren't my own I feel like I'm fading,
I feel as though these eyes are fighting,
My heart is growing cold and dying,
I can't stay her and keep running,
Life wouldn't want me to keep fleeing,
These hands to keep killing,
My eyes to keep crying...
Maybe I can finally go,
To the place that will accept me so,
A place where I can finally glow...
A place that will accept this darkened soul...
~Detari
