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Hello everyone this is my first entry.I guess i can say that im happy or sad.Im going to high school but that means ill have to compete with other girls.You see i just never had the strength to fight for what i want or believe in.Or fight for whether i like a guy.I cant compete with these girls.Like i cant compete with my best friend shallan.She's an awsome friend.I mean all the guys i like her so i gradually fade away from their eyes.Maybe its because pretty,maturer,and will stand up for she believes in and will be up for anything.Sometimes i wish sometimes she would go away but its not possible and i love het to death but sometimes i wish i owuldnt have to compete with her.Wow thats deep i guess way too deep for me thats my entry bye.