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Today I'mma say something that happened to me personally. Ok, so it was a crazy end of school, and it was hectic just making it through the last few weeks. Now it's a never ending summer with me stuck at home watching my mother who is recovering from her trip to the hospital, and me mates who are too lazy to do anything...that, and they're all bastards who won't give me a call when they decide to become active that day.

Anyways, I thought nothing could make this summer bad since it's going to just be a lazily enjoyable season and I can get back in shape with my home equipment. That was until I got the message, that my girl was freaking out about something she did and wouldn't tell me... I had to contact her ex-bff to figure out what was going on. While they haven't talked in forever, her boyfriend is still in contact with my girl and she is a good friend of mine herself. Turns out that my girl cheated on me. Now I don't call her that because I'm some obsessive freak who feals she's my property. I do that because we aren't officially dating, but we have that rule of no seeing other people part.

Turns out she completely broke that rule, and slept with someone. She's all upset about it now and hates the dude for it. Basically what happened was that she was fealing unloved and he was there and worse went to worse...and yeah... Bad part about this? We're both virgins, and were planning to one day take care of that together. Turns out she took care of it, with some other dude... So now I don't know what to do, and she's all acting as though the thing never happened. She acts as though every time it's brought up it's no big deal and I shouldn't worry about it, but last time I checked I have emotions too! I may not have a freaking heart, but I still have fealings! So idk if I should just drop her and find someone else, or keep her and see where this takes us. I know I was asking for it for not going official with the dating thing, but when I do that all the girls I've been with get all slutty and I don't want that again.

I'm just posting this to see what y'all have to say for me. This is Bubbles, cya!