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I use to feel in control of my life...I was vain yes and felt on top of the world...
Now my world feels spiraling somewhere i cant control it..i cant even make sense of it half the time. I've gone through a lot for a 15 year old girl but I know how much worse it could get. I just wanna cry all the time i gave up a lot of what i used to enhoy however i am getting back into it. My life's good it really is...i have amazing friends, a great bf, and though my parents are divorced im getting used to..theyve been divorced for four years. I had a break up about two months ago and it was all my fault and i feel horrible still even if we are still friends...
So i don't know exactly whats wrong with me...i just wanted to rant and try to sort through whats wrong with me...
don't click this link...Alright I have decided enough of this. I am tired of hurting people all the time with even a single word. I just need to be the social reject and shut the world awaay. I can't make anyone happy.
 xXmusic_crazyXx · Sun Oct 25, 2009 @ 10:34pm · 0 Comments |
