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Lucifer Demetriheyl Cyril

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Corrupt Mana Being - ♂
Call me Lucifer


::My Birth Certificate States::


Full Name:
I am Lucifer Demetriheyl Cyril

Age:
Twenty-Three

Race:
Mana Being

Height:
Five feet and Eight Inches

Weight:
One hundred and Forty-Four pounds



::Let's Talk About Me::


Likes:
• I love you, when you are your self
• I love humans
• Delicant sweets
• Tea
• Sufferage
• Unrealism
• Difference
• Black and White
• Carnage

Dislikes:
✖ I don't like you, when your being that which is not your self.
✖ Red
✖ Indifference
✖ Realism
✖ The obvious
✖ Pity
✖ Uninteresting specimens
✖ Excuses
✖ Unrelated matters


Personality:

Yes I am fun loving, oh how I do love having fun! With you that is. Let me play with your mind, let me play with your heart. I am not `fun loving`, I am fun loving. Do you understand? You don't do you? It makes me so dreadfully sad. I love having fun . . . with fun, but you can't come to understand that which I do. It's the only reason why I am not like you. I am much, so very much worse. Maddening is it not? So let us have some fun! Let us. Let us become that in our maddeningly crazed fun. Confidence is just a word, a silly word, a word without reason or truth. A word that can't be anything but something and only felt inside.
I am confident. I am confident in my ability to do that which others cannot do. I confident in why I am and who I am. I am confident that I am confident. I am purely enjoying this show that you put on. I'll lie and lie more just to get what I want, to be what I want, to do what I want. I'll make you believe something so obvious. You will think of me as your friend, your best friend, your greatest friend. I will manipulate your mind, make your thoughts only revolve around me. I'll be your only thing. You can't get away from me, I won't let that happen, not until this show is over.
Oh how definitely true, true to the point of it being false. But who am I to deny it being false? Quite the troublesome thought. And so I tell you, I am strange, misunderstood. I am. So very much so. Believe, for I do not lie. There has never been a point in time where I have ever lied. But yes I am strange. But what exactly is strange? I believe that being strange is being different. And why I haven't the need to describe that to you, for you should already know of it. I may do strange things, I may act differently, I may think a different pathological way of thought. But if I were not pathological then I would be logical. Do you understand? Must I break it down into a simple structure?

Being pathological is thinking with emotion, logical is without emotion, and psychological is in harmony with emotion. But I should not get into fine detail with these rather complicated matters of the hand. I am strange. Do you see my difference yet? Have you. Figured. Out. My. Riddle?

I like it. What you ask? All of it. I love you pitiful humans and your disgraceful nature. How disdained you are. How miserable. Cowering in fear, trembling in the might of those that are stronger. How mockingly beautiful. I just can't help but smile. Isn't that a good thing? To smile when you are in your suffrage? I believe it to be. Now I am not wicked, atleast that is what I believe to be the most truthful. I am not trying to say anything special. I just want to see your expression when I say these things. Would you cry for me in pain? Show me you greatest suffer. I'll accept it, all of it. And then I'll throw it all away! I'll tear it apart, rip it to shreds! And I'll give it back to you. Show me that angry glare.
I like playing around. With you that is. I like fooling around. With you. I like teasing you, I like making you cry, I like making you scream in your head, I like making you go insane, I like making you suffer, I like making you want to die. I love it. I just can't help it. But don't get me wrong. I love everyone! The whole world. I love all you humans! I just love too much. It's so hard. It's so hard to love everyone. So I'll give you my special kind of love. And you'll hate me, you might even try to do something to me. But you will fail. Even if you were a tiny bit close to succeeding, you would still fail. Because I love you too much to be hurt by you. You can't do a thing that will hurt me.

I told you that I am a Freak. Didn't you hear me? Shall I spell it out? Want me to show you? Do you want me to show you what I can do? I'll make you tremble. If you're smart, you will stay away from me. But you aren't! Aren't you? That is why I love you humans!

I love humans. I love them. I love them! I love them! So . . . you should come to love me.

You're. All. So. Fun.


Power:

My power is befitting to me, I believe. I . . can make things disappear. It's fun, humorous. Everything gets swallowed up and disappears, devoured, even if I don't intend for it to happen. It's like darkness, taking everything in, hiding it under an cloak. That's right. It's darkness, that very power in which I hold. The pure state of darkness, not shadows or anything of the like, but the dark matter in itself. Is it not befitting. This power which allows me to change it's shape, make something out of nothing. Oh yes, great power, that would be something that someone with such a feeble mind as you would think. Everything has it's own consequences. It's equivalent exchange. In order to have something you must give something. What I am giving is the deprivation of life. My life to be exact. I'll die because of this power, but no, not anytime soon atleast. I'm not so incapable of sustaining my own life, how remarkably stupid!

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If I am not for myself, who will be for me? If I am not for others, what am I? And if not now, when?


Lucifer
cirimon
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                                              Name:
                                              Lucifer Demetriheyl Cyril

                                              Nickname:
                                              Lulu

                                              Age:
                                              Twenty-three

                                              Gender:
                                              Male

                                              Race:
                                              Devil

                                              Powers:
                                              The power which Lucifer holds in unknown to him, for he does not know it nor have any idea of how to use it. But there have been cases in which he was able to summon the power and use it. His power has once caused him to heal himself. And at another time, when Lucifer was at his most desperate he took the life of an attacker in order to protect his own. According to Lucifer, his power, although still unknown to himself, has the ability to take and give life.

                                              Weapons:
                                              He carries two guns: a white Mauser C96 pistol connected to his belt by a long chain attached to the base of the grip and a black Luger P08 pistol. He often uses the chain for close range combat, choking or restraining opponents with it.

                                              Personality:
                                              Lucifer is unlike other Devils. He prefers to be detached, to have recluse, and have complete silence. There has been days that he has had dreams, dreams of the past, but as soon as he awoke he forget them completely. Dreams of the time he forgot. There are times when he feels shamed, being and having a corrupt nature as he does. It has been made a clear fact that Lucifer hasn't any idea nor can he contemplate whom he is or what he actually is.

                                              Cold, methodical, and machine like are the words to describe how Lucifer acts. When Lucifer snaps or something completely unknown to him would take place he would begin to show a whole other array of emotions. Though simply because he is complex doesn’t mean he has no knowledge of how to fake another personality. Fooling people through appearance and gestures are one of his strong points, as he derives a small amount of pleasure from manipulating people like puppets on a string. He’s quite vicious and doesn’t mind being so at all. He can clearly explain any of his actions as well without feeling any empathy for his victims or remorse for his actions, in fact when questioned Lucifer tends to raise a brow in confusion, no matter how many times he’s asked. But he will always reply, “I do what I do because this is how I am.” A slightly vague answer that makes complete sense to him or to anyone else who would bother to think it through. Lucifer tends to unconsciously give off a feeling of discomfort and unease to anyone around him. Despite having negative and dark impulses he loves the attention, having people respect him, glorify him, and above all make him feel like he is the bigger person.

                                              Lucifer also has a bad habit of being clumsy at random times thanks to his innate laziness, also having a preference to sitting instead of standing when doing something. Despite his intelligence Lucifer also has the fault of failing at common sense or things people would consider ‘every day’, so it isn’t a surprise if he suddenly starts staring at something with blatant interest like a child who just found a new toy. The problem is when he does that look with people, since to him, inanimate objects, and living things are the same. They exist, and can stop existing at any moment on anyone’s whim. Personally he simply prefers to be the one who does the stopping instead of anyone else, still having childlike and selfish aspects to him in the face of his cold hearted attitude. It would be clear to anyone upon meeting the true face of this boy for the first time, that he is a being who completely and truly understands the concept of morality, what is good and what is evil, and that to his core, he can do nothing but evil, for that is what satisfies him. Lucifer acts as if he possess the trait aloofness, this is another childish aspect of his. There would be times when he only gives off this bored expression or atmosphere. Lucifer is the type of person that does not care, whatever it may be.

                                              History:
                                              Lucifer has no memory of his past. There isn't much history within him, but during a certain aspect of time he would come to remember something of the past. When he awoke Lucifer was heavenly wounded and on the verge of dying. He had no recollection of whom he was, or what he was. Of course he had taken notice that he was severely different from humans. His distinct eye and hair color were very much noticeable. But Lucifer also had a set of sharp teeth, unlike the teeth of humans. His strength and speed were another thing. But as weeks past he had begun to notice another thing, unlike most humans, Lucifer had the power to heal himself. By this point, Lucifer had already concluded that he was not human. Maybe partially, but that was a small chance. Lucifer only had a small few options to choose from, he could either be a Demon, Devil, or a half-being.

                                              The only thing that linked to him to his past was the rather large scar that ran from his neck
                                              to lower back, and it had also wrapped around his neck. A small metal plate was also embedded into the back of his neck, it was lodged in so deep that it had already melded into the bone and could not be taken out without removing the bone and killing him.

                                              Team/Side:
                                              Neutral

                                              Username:
                                              cirimon


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              sρєαкιиg тɧє тяυтɧ

                  It is currently unknown as to whom Lucifer really is or just what he is. But there is a beginning, although one such as that is something that no person or thing should go through, a trifling something it is. No home, no family, not a thing, not even a memory. Lucifer knew not a thing of the world, and the world knew not a thing of him. He basically did not exist, he would think.

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              sɧσυт! ιт συт ' ʟ σ υ ם '

                  Lucifer is unlike any other. He prefers to be alone and have complete silence. There has been days that he has had dreams, dreams of the past, but as soon as he awoke he forget them completely. Dreams of the time he forgot. There are times when he feels shamed, being and having a corrupt nature as he does. It has been made a clear fact that Lucifer hasn't any idea nor can he contemplate whom he was before the incident. The incident? It was long ago. He was nine years old at the time. It scars you when you witness the death of a loved one. But his memories erased itself, the tragedy made him forget the pain of loss.

                  He is arrogant. There had been times when he had noticed that he loved inflicting pain on others and receiving it. Dubbing him a sadomasochist. Whenever Lucifer tries to remember something, his head begins to hurt with immense pain.

                  Cold, methodical, and machine like are the words to describe how Lucifer acts. When Lucifer snaps or something completely unknown to him would take place he would begin to show a whole other array of emotions. Though simply because he is complex doesn’t mean he has no knowledge of how to fake another personality. Fooling people through appearance and gestures are one of his strong points, as he derives a small amount of pleasure from manipulating people like puppets on a string. He’s quite vicious and doesn’t mind being so at all. He can clearly explain any of his actions as well without feeling any empathy for his victims or remorse for his actions, in fact when questioned Lucifer tends to raise a brow in confusion, no matter how many times he’s asked. But he will always reply, “I do what I do because this is how I am.” A slightly vague answer that makes complete sense to him or to anyone else who would bother to think it through. Lucifer tends to unconsciously give off a feeling of discomfort and unease to anyone around him. Despite having negative and dark impulses he loves the attention, having people respect him, glorify him, and above all make him feel like he is the bigger person.

                  Lucifer also has a bad habit of being clumsy at random times thanks to his innate laziness, also having a preference to sitting instead of standing when doing something. Despite his intelligence Lucifer also has the fault of failing at common sense or things people would consider ‘every day’, so it isn’t a surprise if he suddenly starts staring at something with blatant interest like a child who just found a new toy. The problem is when he does that look with people, since to him, inanimate objects, and living things are the same. They exist, and can stop existing at any moment on anyone’s whim. Personally he simply prefers to be the one who does the stopping instead of anyone else, still having childlike and selfish aspects to him in the face of his cold hearted attitude. It would be clear to anyone upon meeting the true face of this boy for the first time, that he is a being who completely and truly understands the concept of morality, what is good and what is evil, and that to his core, he can do nothing but evil, for that is what satisfies him. Lucifer acts as if he he possess the trait aloofness, this is another childish aspect of his. There would be times when he only gives off this bored expression or atmosphere. Lucifer is the type of person that does not care, whatever it may be.

                  Innate laziness. This is what is most worrisome about him.

                  Lucifer, he loves hurting people (emotionally). For him it's a natural art. A way of life. And yet he hates it, as from the core of his being he resents his self for being impure, and a great regret in life. All that he can do well is make a person want to die. Yet he has an peaceful air about him, and that is the one thing he enjoys which doesn't include taking lives and that is wandering aimlessly in peace, silence, and in content.

                  It makes you think. How could anyone, anyone, love someone so imperfect, so vile, and so incapable of being loved or ever feeling the emotion of love. Someone without an ounce of decency or respect. Is it not so sad?


              єχтяα єχтяα, яєαם αʟʟ αвσυт ιт

                  Lucifer possesses two double-edged swords, he named one Kurenai Yoru meaning Crimson Night, and the other is named Kuro Yuki meaning Black Snow. Both represent Lucifer's state of mind and soul. He carries the swords on both sides of his waist. Lucifer had never learned the proper grip and so he holds them in an odd way. Other than that Lucifer carries two guns: a white Mauser C96 pistol connected to a black Luger P08 pistol by a long chain attached to the base of the grip of both guns. He often uses the chain for close range combat, choking or restraining opponents with it.


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              ʟσσҝ αnם yσυ sɧaʟʟ sϵϵ



                  ×xxO C C U P A T I O N
                  xxxxxxBounty Hunter

                  ×xxL I K E S
                  xxxxxxChocolate dipped Strawberries with whip cream
                  xxxxxxCake, basically anything sweet
                  xxxxxxTea, any kind of tea really
                  xxxxxxAny form or type of art be it visual, writing, physical, etc
                  xxxxxxPleased when there is silence in times of my bad moods

                  ×xxD I S L I K E S
                  xxxxxxSour, Salty, Spicy food
                  xxxxxxLoud and irritating voices
                  xxxxxxBeing persistently questioned is truthfully my greatest dislike
                  xxxxxxWhen being called a liar when telling the truth is most agitating
                  xxxxxxThere has never been a time where honesty was a good thing

                  ×xxF E A R S
                  xxxxxxAbandonment
                  xxxxxxPeople trying to get close to him

                  ×xxR A C E
                  xxxxxxUnknown

                  ×xxS P E C I A LxxA B I L I T I E S
                  xxxxxxDarkness and Liberation
                  xxxxxxxxxx● Is the main ability given to Lucifer upon the other one. This is his strongest ability. It allows him to manipulate anything carrying the trait Darkness such as Shadows. It allows Lucifer to control Darkness and its unique property of gravity. The Darkness is visually demonstrated by a black smoke-like liquid substance spreading out of his body. The Darkness is a void that devours everything and crushes anything. Due to this, Lucifer can absorb physical matter and attacks of any type by sucking it into the Darkness. Lucifer can also use this ability to irresistibly pull the opponent to them, regardless in what state they're in. Similar to a black hole, Lucifer can suck things inside a vortex. Although it seems that it does not completely compress that what is sucked as a black hole would do, rather it seems to be some form of space where things are stored. Liberation can be Used following Black Hole. Lucifer expels all of the destroyed remains of what his Darkness has swallowed up at once. Darkness can also be manipulated and used in many various other ways. For example Lucifer can change the shape of his Darkness to anything that he wishes it to be. Although he has been gifted with extremely strong abilities, Lucifer barely uses his abilities for they have consequences. Darkness or Liberation will begin to inflict pain upon Lucifer depending on how many times it is used or how long it is being used. If the ability is continuously used then Lucifer will die or atleast become very sickly. And when Lucifer uses his ability he cannot move and thus is vulnerable to attacks and cannot use Darkness in order to dodge them. He is like any other human and will get hurt if attacked. Although when he is not using Darkness for offensive means he can use it for defensive means.

                  xxxxxxNegation
                  xxxxxxxxxx● It has many effects although most are unknown. Negation is basically a nullifying power and can negate the abilities of others. But if used correctly it can be used to heal any form of wound even disease. But if used wrong it can take life, cause disease, make things worse. This power allows him to heal himself and prevents the Darkness from killing him or going out of control. Negation is basically a nullifying power and can negate the abilities of others. Although Lucifer barely uses Negation or any of his abilities for that matter. Is a unique power and there is not much known of it. Although Negation can do miraculously things such as healing or taking a life, they also have their effects. For example healing; Lucifer would need to take someone's life force in order to heal or even bring back the dead. He could even use his own. And as for taking lives; Lucifer can steal lives from others and add the number of years the person had to live onto his own. If that was to be repeated he could live forever. Negation is an unknown power, rare, there aren't many known things of it. Although Lucifer rarely uses any of his power, because he believes in his own strengths.


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My name is, Lucifer, But you can call me boss, master, or whatever the hell you want! I have been in this world for four months and six days. I guess you can tell my gender if you look at me, but in case if you can't tell I am a man! As far as genetics go, I have pure white hair, and red eyes. Barcode? Hold on lemme check . . .[/******** no! What? Whats the number you ask? Well . . .Well, I don't have one Remember? Dumb s**t. If you must know more, I am unlike any other. I prefer to be alone and have complete silence. There have been days that I have had dreams, dreams of the past, but as soon as I awoke I forgot them completely. Dreams of the time I forgot. There are times when I feels shamed, being and having a corrupt nature as I does. It has been made a clear fact that I don't have any ******** idea who I am, as my memories are gone.

I am an arrogant son of a b***h. There had been times when I had noticed that I loved inflicting pain on others and receiving it. Dubbing myself a sadomasochist. Whenever I try to remember something, my head begins to hurt with immense pain.

Cold, methodical, and machine like are the words to describe how I act. When I snap or something completely unknown to me would take place I would begin to show a whole other array of emotions. Though simply because I am complex doesn’t mean that I have no knowledge of how to fake another personality. Fooling people through appearance and gestures are one of my strong points, as I derive a small amount of pleasure from manipulating people like puppets on a string. I am vicious as hell and doesn’t mind being so at all. I can clearly explain any of my actions as well without feeling any empathy or remorse for my victims. I tend to unconsciously give off a feeling of discomfort and unease to anyone around me. Despite having negative and dark impulses I actually do love the attention, having people respect me, glorify me, and above all make me feel the bigger person.

Although I have a bad habit of being clumsy at random times thanks to my innate laziness, also having a preference to sitting instead of standing when doing something. Despite my intelligence I have a problem of failing at common sense or things people would consider ‘every day’, so it isn’t a surprise if I suddenly start staring at something with blatant interest like a child who just found a new toy. To me inanimate objects, and living things are the same. They exist, and can stop existing at any moment on anyone’s whim. Personally I simply prefer to be the one who does the stopping instead of anyone else, still having childlike and selfish aspects in the face of my cold hearted attitude. I however act as though I possess the trait aloofness, this is another childish aspect of mine. There would be times when I only gives off this bored expression or atmosphere. I am indeed the type of person that does not care, whatever it may be.

It makes you think. How could anyone, anyone, love someone so imperfect, so vile, and so incapable of being loved or ever feeling the emotion of love. Someone without an ounce of decency or respect. Is it not so sad?


Sometimes I hear you in my head, CIRIM0N.


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