| As I was sleeping, he haunted my dreams.  His hands grabbing me and taking me away from everything I loved.  From you, from my family, from my friends.  Everything I had was lost... I am so frightened... When Will the nightmare end?  IS there ever an ending to this nightmare I now live? Is the ending my death?  Will I ever sleep peacefully? Or is that also, the sleep of death, never awakening from the one thing I want back.  Is there no hope for me anymore? Have I lost everything from just one experience? Why am I so frightened of something that didn't even fully happen?  Why does this one man enter my dreams where others have failed?  Why is he reforming everything in my mind, changing me into this helpless fragile creature...That can't even find her way out of the dark?  With great sadness and sense of loss, I say that I have finally turned into that helpless person, I am sorry everyone that I am changing, and that you can't depend upon me anymore... I'm sorry for ever giving you hope...
 Uyen
 
 
  iluvLeto  · Thu Sep 30, 2004 @ 03:27pm · 0 Comments 							 |