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I stared into brown liquid at the coffee shop
Thinking about the pills I'd soon pop
Not willing to stop until my body goes numb
I need it cause I'm too damn glum
With them I'd be dumb, to just about everything
I smiled at the finger but frowned at the ring
Some think it a horrible thing but I cant wait
His mouth will drop at a burning rate
Again I will be home late because I have fallen
For. Her
 Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 06:03am · 0 Comments |
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Sitting in a room
All alone
People wave through the window
I wouldn't know
My head in my hands
My face covered in tears
The only things I can think of
Are all of my fears
Straining to think of happy thoughts
Wanting to simply run away
I can't seem to escape from my own little world
Not even for a day
I cover up all true emotions
So it seems that everything is fine
The doors are all locked up tight
I'm merely waiting for my time
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 06:02am · 2 Comments |
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Confused and lost,
Only my tears to keep me company.
Blood pumps through my veins and runs down my arm.
I am stuck in my own little world,
But now I want out.
Now I care, but they won’t let me out.
I want her,
Just to see her, to be with her.
They don’t care, but now I do.
The repetition of my life has been broken,
As I scramble to pick up the pieces
I fall,
And only want to get up only if they let me out.
For all I want is her,
Nothing less, nothing more.
Just her.
Her voice, her touch.
My heart beats around her,
All stare in amazement.
None have known me to be awake.
Everything is running inside,
No one is used to it.
No one but me seems to want to get used to it.
With her I am not alone,
But within myself I am.
Abandoned within my own little world.
If she loves me,
She’ll let me out.
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:59am · 0 Comments |
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Why must my life be this way?
Living without you,
There’s not much I can really say.
There’s not much I can do.
Pain is my burden.
Loss is my life.
Being happy is like a sin.
Living is strife.
There’s a happy place to attend,
I don’t know where it could be.
I can’t seem to mend.
Why don’t I feel free?
My happiness is blocked,
It’s essential to me.
Its escape door is locked,
And you are my key.
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:50am · 1 Comments |
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The bloody lashings
The rolling tears
Is this what she deserves?
Do simple words cause such pain?
A punishment sentenced by a dictator
A man mad with power
An obvious abuser
They shoot him down
Then merely take his place
A short cheer for the new leader
Still no burial for the beaten girl
A corrputed rush of greed
An order for more new troops
An epidemic of death
A poisened drink
A new man in charge
But still no thought or care for the people
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:47am · 0 Comments |
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Time to fake another smile
Be quick to dry those tears
Just remember your broken heart
Let's, again, avoid your fears
There's no use in sorting feelings
For love is nevermore
Maybe is didn't exist
Only written in some lore
It was invented as a weapon
To break fragile and strong hearts
Well, everyone fell for it
And they're all falling apart
But I can take the pain
Why can't you?
By now, I'm used to the strain
Am I not worth it for you?
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:46am · 1 Comments |
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Write these words down
For they are you
They hold many secret messages
Your subconscious is trying to get through
You need not toy with emotions
That is our place
Just try to live your life
In this cruddy old space
But that is on which humans thrive
To react and communicate
Or confusion, worry, and death come
That is what I state
Give me back my emotions
I promise that logic will remain
At least tell me if I have moved on
Or shall I stay in this circle of pain
Answer me just this
If you truly know what you say
What is the strongest human emotion
That plays a role these days
Dear child thats quite condenscending
It should be known by everyone
It's managed to control the head and heart
A most complicated thing called love
Then if you know of its power
And its role in my life
Are you really that masochistic
Do you derive pleasure from my strife
Give it back to me
And open my eyes
For at this moment
It's only you I despise
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:45am · 0 Comments |
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Re-reading the page for the seventeenth time
Three different thoughts wallow in my mind
All at the very same time
They all crash inside my head
Then scream briefly before dying
None of them are answered
Or ever brought up again
Lost. Thoughts.
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:38am · 0 Comments |
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My Heart Races
I sweat and pant
Two tunnels lay before me
One leads the way to a key
A key that can solve all my problems
A key to release all my pain
A key to set my soul free
A give me a �second chance�
In the other tunnel: danger
Danger and fear lie awake, wide awake
Danger that isn�t visible to the naked eye
And beyond the belief of man
I�d start to feel like I want to leave
But my body wouldn�t move
A horrible feeling would come over me
Like razor blades tearing into my skin
So deep, I would feel, and even hear, my bones split
I would see total darkness
I would feel excruciating pain
I would smell rotting flesh
I would taste metallic blood
I would hear my own screams
And I would never heal
For this would last eternity
These tunnels define the good and bad of my heart
Different things would happen for you
Do I take a chance and hope
To enter freedom
And maybe end up with pain
Or do I go insane
By sitting
And pondering
My heart races
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
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Words come out of your mouth
But you dont know what your saying
You're merely reading off a paper
One written by a corporation
They spread their pawns far and wide
Death means nothing
Everything is about money and power
To. Them.
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:35am · 0 Comments |
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I walk along an old dirt road,
Slowly sinking in the dirt
I feel the rain across my face
As it slowly soaks my shirt.
I realize my soul wants to go,
to feel the rain and dance.
I hear voices in my head,
go on, take a chance.
I let her free and watch
as droplets run down my face.
But I am sad, alone,
And hold, only, my disgrace.
She takes my hand and I know
everything will be alright.
We glance at the moon,
basking in its light.
Breaking away
From the world and mankind.
Pulling away
To break bond and bind.
I embrace the water
And throw back my head.
I feel as if
Im living, yet dead.
A hope close to my heart
simply wishes to fly.
Then we float up in the air
As if she heard my cry.
We take to the skies
and soar with the wind.
Soon we fuse
And become one again.
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:30am · 0 Comments |
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I fear the second hand to be dizzy
For many fruitless circles has it gone
As it works very hard
Time seems still not long
People pass at different moments
Yet time is still the same
An eternal deadly reflection
And quite a risky game
Moments change
Memories change
Yet time is still the same
Shadows creep around the trees
To splatter across the walls
And the sun creeps around the sky
To make its daily fall
I am still sitting here
That much is crystal clear
The memory is a brand new chain
But yet the time is still the same
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:29am · 0 Comments |
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You look at this girl, you say poor dear
I wish I could just erase her fears
Well I think that she wishes it too
Then maybe all of her dreams would come true
Instead, she cries alone at night
With all these feelings tucked inside
This girl doesn’t know had to deal
Unfortunately many things are too real
People dead
People gone
People hurt
This is her song
This is her sad, sad song
To release the pain, she cuts
Cause there's no one there to help
To release the fear, she burns
To herself she creates these whelps
People dead
People gone
People hurt
This is her song
This is her sad, sad song
You may think you don’t know her, but, trust me, you do
Because I am her future, this "past" girl you knew
People died in front of her
People left her in the dust
People beat her unconscious
And this became her song
Ya, this is her sad, sad song
Remember her, think of her
She could be, any one of you too
Ya gotta cope
Cause there's still hope
For this girl, must live on
Keep playin her sad, sad song
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:28am · 0 Comments |
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This cant be real.
Every time I think it is,
It isn’t.
You aren’t real.
Every time I think you are,
you aren’t.
Why isn’t this real?
Surely there is some way.
What if there’s not?
I’m lost within my own mind.
Left to wander,
to search for an exit.
Now, nothing it is real.
At least, it doesn’t seem.
As usual, I am alone.
Wallowing through my thoughts,
Dreading I may not leave.
If reality is gone,
Let it stay away.
My presence there,
only made things worse.
Now, I am not real.
What is?
Who cares?
I don’t.
I do....
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:27am · 0 Comments |
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I do not listen; do not hear them call,
I don't understand but they seem to know it all
There simple minds don’t see the real me anymore,
My open mind has never seen so much before
Why don't they understand,
Why won’t they comprehend
They look at me shamfully, as if I don’t belong
I look at them, I look at me, and see nothing wrong
Who doesn’t understand,
Whose ignorance blocks the way
Who’s willing to hold my hand,
Down that winding path today
They all stare, as if I am first,
Well I’m sorry, I get this feeling, get this thirst
But I shouldn’t be sorry,
For I am the one who understands
Some people get it, some people don’t,
Some people accept it, some people won’t
My mother’s’ mind is boxed sometimes,
Like what am is just a crime
Well, hey it hurts, and you don’t care,
You just do your makeup, and fix your hair
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:26am · 1 Comments |
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Baby baby, come back to me
Baby baby, set me free
You stole my heart, then you broke it in two.
The beat of my heart is the rythm of my life,
And its not here without you
I had my future all planned out
Thought I knew what I wanted without a doubt
Then you came along and started me thinkin bout changing it all
Do I really know what I want
It not like my life story's in twelve size font
These thought's were all because of you, so....
Baby baby, come back to me
Baby baby, set me free
You stole my heart, then you broke it in two.
The beat of my heart is the rythm of my life,
And its not here without you
I need you here with me
It's the only way, I will be
Able to live my life
you leavin me is like cuttin me in half
When your my heart starts to sink
And I dont remember how to think
Come back....set me free......stole my heart...broke it in two...rythm of my life...not here without you...o no, not here without you...
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:26am · 0 Comments |
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Just when things get better
The real you emerges
You lash out at everything
And real emotion surges
Sometimes I think that maybe
I'm dumb and actually love you
But that's only thanks to society
And that's something I wont stoop to
You're so damned two-faced
And everyone loves your nice side
That's because the monster
Is the one you often hide
It's like something crawled deep inside you
And it cried and died and guided it's way out
Now when no one else is looking
It comes out to attack me
Always making sure
No one will believe my plea
Tango in Chains · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 05:24am · 1 Comments |
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How do explain a faltering topic
to people with closed minds,
when the chance is microscopic
and you'll most likely be declined?
Tango in Chains · Tue Jun 05, 2007 @ 11:18pm · 0 Comments |
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