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I was talking to Autumn on the phone, and for some reason, I think out of self chastising, I picked up a giant black widow off the ground and had it bite my big tow on the right foot, right though the nail. The nail quickly died, and I called my dad on the other phone telling him that a black widow just bit me, and I was asking if he'd take me to the hospital. He asked how I was feeling and I said fine, then I said I'm starting to go numb on my left side, he said call 911 and I was pissed and said something condescending before hanging up and calling.
I told Master (Autumn) that I was alright, and was going to call 911, I heard her crying and I felt really bad, and started to lose feeling in my face, I said sorry a few times and then called 911 after a few miss dials.
The dispatcher was nice enough and said they'd have an ambulance over right away, and kept asking me questions about how I was feeling and where I lived, standard questions. I hung up for some reason and since I was just in my black boxer shorts I decided I'd bring a change of clothes and other things with me to the hospital, at this point I was starting to regain feeling in my left side a little.
After waiting for seemingly half an hour, I yelled from the doorway at my dad to take me, just in case.
As we walked around the house to the car we saw the ambulance across the street giving CPR to other people. At first I was pissed because apparently they where more important then me, but then I felt bad because I was being selfish and they where clearly in more distress then I was.
I just wanted to go in the car at this point, but my dad told me just to get in the back off the ambulance, since this one had enough room for 10 or so people to lay down in. After laying down my body went completely numb. There was a gothic women next to me who asked why I was here, after telling her that I got bit by a spider and that I should call my Master she said she also got bit by a black widow and said she needed a hug, I replied no my Master wouldn't like that, and she kept on getting on top of me, and over powered me as I tried to push her off with my weak, numb limbs. I was crying out for Master and the women said "Its okay, your master wont care" and tried to kiss me. I fought it and cried out for Autumn some more, saying sorry too. I woke up while still crying out Master.