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I haven't cried in a long time...

...but i'm doing it now:

My two best friends in the world for the past 3 years were Mandyness and .+[Hopelessly Addicted]+.

The second of the two imed me yesterday saying that she was never going to talk to me again because all i did was annoy her and that she couldn't stand me.

This is the more depressing story, the one that made me cry:

I've wanted to meet mandyness for years...and i finally did at AX2006. The weekend was great, but i only saw her for about 5-10 minutes on sunday. I messaged her about 10 minutes ago. She told me never to call her because i was too stalker-ish. She barely met me, she barely knew me...

I asked if this meant our friendship was over...she said probably...

My heart has just been crushed by the people i thought loved me back...

...i think i'm dying...

~Anagon burning_eyes

<Center> WORLD WAR II
--the rp--</center>

You are now living in the time of world war two. The roleplay starts a few days before the Attack on Pearl Harbor. The countries you are allowed to participate in the armies of are: The United States of America, Japan, Germany, and the Soviet Union. (i know there were other countries but for the sake of this rp we are only using those 4) It is not a requirement to be in the military during this rp. Female rpers can be nurses, daughters of soldiers, civilians, wives, girlfriends, anything...most women in the military helped make weapons and munitions...but in most contries during this time, women did not fight.


Rules:

1) LITERATE!!! you must be literate...no one liners. By literate i mean atleast 3-5 sentances per post if not more (i do about 2 paragraphs of 5 sentances each).

2) no cyber!...yes romance is welcomed and encouraged, but please, no cybering in my forum.

3) no being "rebels" or "unaligned"...you must be aligned to one of the countries listed above, no other country.

4) no godmodding, autokilling, autohitting, or powerplaying

5) if you disobey any of my rules and i ask you to leave, you are to leave immidiately. If you do not leave i will report you.

PROFILE:

name:
age:
country:
gender:
position: (pilot, soldier, nurse, civilian, etc.)(pilots can also work as infantry, i know it wasn't done, but yet again, for the sake of the rp.)
appearance: not required...it can be done through your posts if you would like.
other:

This post really stood out to me during an rp. I was roleplaying with Mandyness...and i went to turn her into a vampire...so here's the post...this is really detailed and i know i sound conceited, but i really loved this post:

This is a new profile i made for my new guild:


Name: Anagon Raven Wood
Age: 21
Birthday: October 25th
Race: kitsune
Weapons: Assault rifle, twin barretas, and a energy sword.
Powers: power over fire
Towns/Side: Empire
Family members: Mandy Ella Wood
Married, Single, or dating: Single
Appearance: Anagon is a tall man with long black hair. He wears a black tanktop shirt wich is torn in several places from battle. He also has a military jacket that he takes off when fighting...the jacket has all his medals and his awards. He also has a hat to complete his uniform, but yet again he doesnt wear it when he is in battle. He has red eyes and has a fox tail and fox ears.
History: At the age of fifteen his parents died leaving His sister and him alone. He soon after joined the Emperial Army. Ever since, he has watched over his sister non-stop to make sure she is safe. Though, he has realized over the years that she is becoming more rebelious. Anagon is a top ranking soldier in the Emperial army and is away from home most of the time. His sister and him moved to the Emperial city and they live on the base. He has lower ranked officers look out for her while he is on duty. Being a Kitsune he gets little respect from his fellow soldiers and is constantly on his own. He is kind of shy at first, but once you get to know him he can be a very friendly person.


yah so tell me what you think! domokun

help my guild become a possibility!:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=4026296

Gaia Username: Anagon
Name: Anagon
Age: sired 9-30-2004 on his 19th birthday; born 9-30-1986
Spieces: Vampire
Physical Appearance: Anagon has pale skin and dark black hair that droops down below his eyes. He has short fangs and red eyes. He is 5'9" and has a scar on his neck from where his sirer dug his claws into it. He has long legs and is very agile.
Clothing: Anagon wears a black hooded cloak. Because he dislikes his new found race he hides his face and fangs in the darkness under his hood. He hides his hands in black leather gloves. He wears black tinted specticles and black boots. He has a belt with a family sword that he took from his father when he was killed.
Short History: Anagon is surprised by his new found being. He was sired today and doesnt like it. It was his 19th birthday and was supposed to be a happy day. Instead he watched his whole family die while he was turned. Growing up Anagon was an outcast. He didnt like to socialize with people and usually sat by himself. He enjoyed to sketch on his art pad and usually sketched things going on around him. He had no sibblings and no friends.