Ups and Downs
I kind of still do not understand how one person can make you so happy and then so sad. To add to my not-understanding, this person was just online text. How the hell did I fall for just text? What confuses me further, is that assuming there is a human behind the keyboard, how can one conduct oneself as they did? In a world where text is all that comes across, your words mean a great deal. When you promise someone forever, when you say you will stay, that you love them, isn't that supposed to mean that you aren't going to flirt around with eight different people on four different chats? Doesn't that mean you care enough to acknowledge the relationship between you two? Perhaps not. Whatever the case, I'm over it rather surprisingly quickly. o.o' I think it is perhaps because of Nuke and Lysis. Just friends..but "just" and "friends" should not be used in the same sentence..because friends are so much when you feel down. God bless for great friends. May they be safe and happy forever.
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