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Craziness....Utter, utter craziness....
Even though I'm going on twenty in December, so I'm not TOO old (ow, my spine!), I tend to feel like there is TOO much rehash out there. Disney is a good example. They've changed thoughout the years; they've taken to striving for quantity over quality. Disney has lost a lot of its sparkle. They make everything simple and basic with crude humor, thow in a smart-alec(and not in a good way), wise-cracking sidekick, and put it out. They use the same tetmplate over and over again, because it sells. I remember getting so excited when I saw a preview for a new Disney movie, but now, I just cringe. *sigh* Oh, well....


Yeah, I don't know how I feel about it....
I just took a test in my social psychology class, and the last question dealt with an example, and the two names used in it were my brother's and mine. Of all the names that could have been used, he chose ours.
....Uneasy, I suppose.


WOHOO!!! It's almost fall, and, to me, that means it's almost Author Season!!! I just thought about that a few days ago. Last year, on halloween (the PERFECT night for such!!!) I got to go to a book signing and see one of my favorite authors, Mr. Darren Shan! Now, it seems, on November 4th, another beloved author, Lemony Snicket, is going to be at the same book store! WAI! I'm so excited!!! ^.^


Currently feeling: all warm and comfy in my jammies. ^.^ albeit a bit ashamed of my looks....

You know, majority of girls, it seems, feel very self-conscious about how they look--a lot of boys, too, for that matter.
I know I feel quite self-conscious about my appearance. Geez, I'm covered from head to foot in scratches and scars! I have every reason to be self-conscious! cry *sigh*
I'm scarred and I'm not pretty; why does my boyfriend put up with me? One of these days, he might just take a good look at me and realize I'm not the prize he thinks I am. stare
Yeah, those who know me may be thinking, "Com'on, Rena-Chan! Chill out! You guys have been going out for two and a half years!" My response?
Yeah, and it still surprises me that he puts up with me, let alone the fact that he loves me! sweatdrop Really, I'm hopeless and he deserves better. Says he does not want anyone else, though. *sigh* He's crazy.
I love him so much!!!


I'm weird--I'm the first person who'd tell you that and the last person to argue it. Plain and simple.
I look weird. I have obsessive-compulsive disorder. You know those people who wash their hands an inordenant amount of times or have to do things repetitively? Yeah, that's me that's me. (sorry. sweatdrop just had to throw that second "that's me" in to have a little fun) For me, some things I struggle with are counting, touching/tapping things, holding my breath, jerking, going through a door multiple times before entering a room--but I don't struggle with them as much anymore. I'm getting help and fighting it. Possibly the biggest problem, though, is self-mutilation helped along by the OCD. My body is riddled with scratches and scars.
I act weird. I don't mind doing something crazy or out of the ordenary--such as dressing up in a costume for no reasons other than fun and making people smile. I try to show the world a cheery grin, and while I often like that on the inside, I'm sometimes not. Sometimes, I'm hurting, yet I try not to show it. Yeah, I know, a lot of people are like that. Funny thing, though, I also tend to wear my heart on my sleeve a lot--can't tell you how many things I've cried about. I guess that personality test I took a while back might be on to something, saying that I'm like my favorite color, midnight blue; complex and mysterious.
So, yeah, I'm weird. whee


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