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Ella's soul
I write poems mostly and each one is unique with different feelings...When I write this they aren't forced they just come out...never judge what you read here...this comes straight from my soul...each one is just aother layer.
Free
I take a step forward,
I take two steps back,
I'm tired,
Of taking this crap.

You hug me once,
You slap me twice,
I'm tired,
Of trying not to cry.

I hover a little,
I crash to rock bottom,
I'm tired of everything,
And I'm NOT gonna let it keep me down.

These wings of blood,
This halo made of tears,
My life will fly,
And I'll be free.


Saved?
Walking down the street
Unsure of who you wanna be
You meet questions
You run from the answers.

What fun is it?
To be such a coward
Can you beat it?
This uncertainy and fear.

I take my time
And let my life pass me by
I can see you're running away
Can either one of us be saved?


Can I?
I'm terrified
Of getting close
Of hurting you
Through through the phone.

Everything around me
Eventually goes black
It's terrifying
What if you turn your back.

I've lost my brother
And my faithful pet
What about you
Can you forget.

My heart isn't so open
Not anymore
It's always getting broken
I don't want to get hurt.

I know I moved away
Yet you found me again
I always pushed you away
Can I let you in?


Fear and Pain
When pain grips you
You think you're weak
You cast it away
And then you break.

When far grips you
It's such a pain
You ignore it
But it lies in wait.

When anger grips you
You can't control the rage
It's the combination
Of your fear and pain.


I'll never lose this pain (song)
I'm sad forever
that my puppy is gone
But I hope he'll last
Forever in song.

My tears are shed
My baby is lost
But I know
That it can't be my fault.

But my tears are ever lastin
My pain is not forgotten
I will always be Remembrin
I'll never lose this pain.

The thoughts are silly
That I know
That all of this could be
Just one cruel joke.

But I know I still feel
Responsible
For thinkin
He'd always be home.

But my tears are ever lastin
My pain is not forgotten
I will always be remembrin
I'll never lose this pain.

It all seeems so fake
Like he'd, be there always
But I know, it's too late for hope
He's never comin' home.

But my tears are ever lastin
My pain is not forgotten
I will always be remembrin
I'll never lose this pain.


I'm crying
Grant me strength
To beat my fears
Lend me a hand
To wipe away my tears.


Tribute to the Fallen
"When loved ones fall
You don't know what to do
So for all those fallen
This is a tribute."

A Tribute To The Fallen

I know that he's gone
But it's so unreal to me
He's still right there...
If I could just reach.

I thought he would always be there
looking at me with loving eyes
He couldn't go anywhere
He was always at my side.

He always looked at me
So loving and loyal
I thought he couldn't go
He can't leave!

When I heard he was dead
I didn't believe
Even after it was said
It wsa still so ubsurd to me!

I tried belive it's just some cruel joke
That he'll be there when I go home
Even thought we all know
I'm lying to myself.

I'm just too scared to admit
He's not coming back
I'm too afraid
That the memories will eventually go black.

"The ghost of those loved
Will never go home
They will always be near you
That much I know is true."

This is my tribute,
My Tribute to the fallen.


Bad News
Isn't it strange
How just on the street
when they're on the phone
You can almost read their message.

But easiest of all
of all the messages to read
The message of bad news
It's everywhere, you see.

That look of shock
The pain in their eyes
You know,
You know that's no disguise.

As one who's heard bad news directly
I know how easy it is to see
I hear and see it all the time
Bad news is part of thee.

You can watch them there
The phone gripped tight
Pressed so hard to the ear
You can almost see them cry.

Then again you always know
That people are watching you
Waiting for your next move
You wish they'd just leave you alone.

There's alway the teens
laughing at your misfortune
And the elderly
Glancing at you with concern.

And There will always be the person
Who tries to comfort you and asks if you're "allright"
You tel them you're fine
And then bury the pain inside.

Ah,
The world is a cruel place,
Where bad news,
Is nowhere out of sight.


Me
A black rose

The fallen angel

A true disgrace

With a beautiful face


VampireEllaSparrow
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