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entry two of my life...
well my past week pretty much sucked. fist i told the guy i loved that i did want to be with him anymore. a little part of me wants to stay, but a big part of me knows it's best if i don't. then i try to keep peace and just say, "hey! how was your day?" and he blows up in my face. he said, "don't f**king talk to me!!" and pretty much got bitched at the rest of the night, because he can't understand why i asked about his day. why can't he just accept it and just f**king say, "hey yeah my day was okay...how bout yours??" so after about two hours of arguing i tell him i have to go. i should have told him earlier, but if i'm having argument with some one i cannot leave the conversation until it calms down. but anyways i haven't talked to him since. and then my parents get in an argument with my friends shandel's parents, and so not she can't go to the concert. and then my sister yelled at me today for taking up Her time with Our dad. jealousy is what i call it. even though she spent the night with him last night. i got an hour with him to catch up on things and its some how unfair. and then i figured out once i woke up this morning that i was late for work by almost 3 hours. i almost lost my job. and then later on that day, i had to explain things between me and adam. me and my mom hardly talk about anything. so anyways, yeah my week was bad. i am officially back to numb, and am depressed. i i'm torn on weather of not to go to the concert. i don't want to cause my friends shandel can't go, but i do cause it's 5 awsome bands for only $18. you can't get any better then that. plus they may never be around here ever again. i think i'm going to go.
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