It's all about ourselves. About our own soul. Nothing else matters. I wonder if you could talk at all if the word "I" or "me" didn't exist. We've all been selfish at once. But you're always selfish and egoist. Your self pity is so pathetic it makes me laugh. I'm sick of all of you. ALL ('cept Ashley, durr.) Lovers Fighters Friends Ex friends Whatever. It doesn't matter anymore. Nobody's real for me no more. I'm giving up on you all. I'm sick of being used by my friends. Sick of being betrayed by them. Whenever I say "._.", leave me alone, because you're getting on my nerves. I'M NOT YOUR CLOWN. I'm sorry, but I'm enjoying ruining your moods, so leave me alone. I'm not gonna be hyper and happy whenever the ******** it pleases you. I'M PISSED AT YOU. Get it? Thanks. Ashleyyy, where are youu!? EVERYTHING'S GETTING ON MY NERVES. STOP IT. Ahhh. No. NO. Just no. Stop falling for me, I'm no good. I need a break from all of you .__. I want to be dead for just a couple of days, rest. Then come back being a brand new person... I wanna be the same but different. I'm sick of this life (Not in a suicidal way). Just sick of it's ordinary-ness.
xiCarlax · Mon Feb 23, 2009 @ 01:51am · 0 Comments |