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I suppose i should of waited. And i see that sometimes words dont fit. I dont know what to think. I did it, i ask Marc to marry me today. Today of all days, christmas eve. I found myself wodering what happyness felt like, and then i found it. It was there, every time i spoke with him. Even now when i wait for him to reply. I dont know, i think im going mad. Isane, if this isnt sanity then im fine with that. I want him, i feel the need for him and want him with me. I want to tell the world. but i suppose this will never happen truely. Im broken, yet whole, mended, and torn. I feel so strange. I want my heart ripped from my chest, placed in a box and taken from me. I dont know why but my heart is killing me slowly. please, oh god please, take me as i am, and what i could be.
sabastain.
 Your Sandman · Tue Dec 25, 2007 @ 12:38am · 0 Comments |
