Well, I think that I am finally growing up.
The other day I thought back to the days with my 3 best friends and I almost wished that I was back in middle schools. But there really is some significance here. I the past i did with that I was back, but this time I didn't. This time I was happy to say that I don't want to go back.
I thought back to my friends of middle school and how we were all so close. Now, none of us hardly talk to each other. We all live far away from each other and its things like this that make me sad. I used to wish that it could be back to the days where we would ride the bus home from school together everyday and laugh the whole way. I used to wish that I could go back to those simple days.
But something has changed since the days that I wished that. I have new friends and I love everyone of them. I don't want to go back to the days of middle school because I would not have any of the friends that I have now. And although I do miss the simple days, I now realize that that is the past and I'm done with that part of my life.
Its hard to let go of it, but I think it is time.
I just recently stopped talking to the closest of those 3 friends of middle school. I will love her with all of my heart, but she is going in a different direction then I am.
I have my bestest buddies now and I couldn't imagine my life with out them.
And because of this I do believe that I am finally moving on and growing up. : )
