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I want to feel strong,
but this day i felt weak...
becuse you were standing next to me but you didnt see me like the friend you was to me before...
you had guilt writen in your face...
where did our childhood memorys go?
once i trusted you blindly, i would have been following you where ever you wanted me to follow.
but now i only feel bad pain in my chest when i talk to you.
you couldnt even tell me you didnt want to be with me after your summer work becuse you were going to be with her...
i saw you on the brige, fishing.
this day i felt weak,
becuse you were standing next to me but you didnt see me like the friend you was to me before...
i wish it all was like before.
but thats never going to happen tough i still love you.