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its been a long time since i was on gaia... over a year now. isaiah and i are no longer together... mark no longer stalks my journals to find out whats happening in my life, and i rarely ever hear from paul unless he needs something.

for the past year there has been a new love in my life. online he goes by Sorta_Pretty_Boy_13, but i know him as the man that has changed me and created a whole new life for me. he has become my all, more so than any other guy in my life so far. although this past year has been a hard one, it has also been the best year i have ever been with someone.

my VERY pretty boy is about to be 19 and his world has also changed since i came into it. when we met i was almost at the 6th month point with isaiah, and things werent working out. He convinced me to give him some of my time, and i instantly fell in love. since we met there has been drama with other people entering our relationship which has lead to trust issues... but im very confident when i say that that is almost past us now.

my handsome heart stealer has under gone extreem emotional and physical changes since our time together. he comes from a family that controls him but expects him to some how be independent and has never really experienced self expression... i do admit, he has taken FULL advantage of becoming an adult and being able to tell his family that what he chooses is how he will live his life.

although we still have a lot of growing up to do, and we have only been intimate for a little over a year... im confident that we will be more than friends for a very long time to come. and who knows, maybe wedding bells are in our future <3 redface xd crosses fingers