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8-10-09
if lovely bones “in-between” existed, My heaven would look like that.
There would be a part of it on a cloud, then rest would come down to fields, and woods, with mountains, and somewhere a small classical town to remind me of earth.
There would be a path through the woods, and a gazebo at the end with a swing set facing the sea.
The mountains would reach the ends of heights with lakes around them. Like New Zealand.
In town there would be a shop full of pretty dresses, some of them you would have no occasion to wear it to. But wear it anyway, It would be called a second hand shop. Even though everything was new.
I would always hear music around me, there would be a faint smell of vanilla in the air, my favorite scent.
The sky would be blue most of the time, at night it would rain to make me fall asleep.
There would be a pastry shop I could work in.
I would carry a camera with me at all times.
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8-12-09
You called me for the fist time asking where I was, and walked there to find me.
You hugged me a said “I love you” several times.
It is. First of all not me.
You told me "I love you". Not for this reason,
it’s because we need to love God.
You’re “rooted in love” for God.
And that’s all there is to it.
I’m glad I met you.
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I don’t like to swear.
If the occasion comes up I regret it later.
I hate the F word.
sorry “dislike”
Those people who swear every other word.
Why do that?
there’s no reason, it doesn’t make you look stronger,
just a lack of proper vocabulary and someone who needs help.
I love Pride and Prejudice 2005 movie.
I could watch that movie over and over and still love it.
I’m probably 90% of a follower.
I love history. The past.
Because we are
a. thinking of the past or
b. thinking of the future.
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8-13-09
That was my dream
I was Elizabeth Bennet.
it took me till now to remember that.
Mr.Darcy, well lets leave out the fact who he was.
and the fact of who I’ve been writing about too
Well for short Mr.Darcy was not Mr.Darcy, I was aware of that in the dream.
And the fact how I got from the beautiful Pemberley to my Grandma’s kitchen is beyond me
Because of Mr.Darcy was someone else I already knew.
The two of of got along very well.
He was not Mr.Darcy “he” was himself, They were just calling him that.
I don’t think he wore the 1800's clothes either.
“Oh Mr.Darcy, you must hold a ball at Netherfield Park.” Said Mrs.Bennet.
Again, we were at Pemberley I’m pretty sure of this because there was a piano in the room.
It also made no sense that all of the Bennet family was there, except Lydia.
“Lizzy you must marry this man!” Mrs.Bennet told me.
I smiled at her but didn’t respond, I was happy after all. The though of marriage did not even cross my thoughts.
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I fell down the rabbit hole, once upon a time.
So can walk around it now that I know
there is nothing but dreams inside.
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Extreme. Mental. Psychotic. Thoughts. of You.
E.M.P.T.Y
I made that up just now.
If sciences re-created a human. Would it have emotions?
The brain is a magical b***h.
 Miyu nagase · Sat Aug 15, 2009 @ 10:31am · 0 Comments |
