I walk forward, trying not to look back, but fail. I turn around, hoping to see you there, and all I see is the faintly glowing streelights. I miss you, so much it hurts. It hurts to breath, it hurts to talk... You used to be the reason I woke up. And now I can't even talk to you. It kills me on the inside.
I hurt, so much. And I don't think you even realize it. It's stupid at how attached I am. Even after this time. I miss you.... I love you, and I'll never stop.
I tried moving on, and it didn't work. I like her, a lot. But you're all I can think about.
I want you back, so bad. I can't have you. I won't let myself go back to you. You were my world, And then you walked away. You took everything... My life, my love, my sanity.
I loved you with everything I was, Everything I am. You didn't feel the same. Why did you let this go on, For so long? Did I really mean that little...? I sure feel like I did.
I feel used, and insecure. I feel beaten and broken. I feel as if no one could, or will, love me again. Even my current doesn't like me. Not truly.
I'm dying on the inside. And it hurts more than it seems. I hope you hurt, half as much as I do.
I ******** hate you. But I love you more than anything can describe. You were, and still are, my world. I want you back, but you won't have me. And I won't have you.
Have a nice life, baby.
Unoffical: May 19, 2005 - April 22, 2007 Official: April 5, 2006 - April 22, 2007
BabyCai · Wed May 16, 2007 @ 06:50am · 0 Comments |