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i dont know why but one day i woke up and decided to write a song. it doesnt have a set melody yet but it is one of the first things that ive written that i havent given up on. its about the movie "running with scissors":

why cant these walls just open up and let my heart just burst
the patient's in his father's room listening to the truth
though he really knows it's a lie
he'll try just one more time.

chorus
it's not right
we're all insane
she said one more night
now it's their game
******** the rules
they mean nothing here
if they did they run in fear.

why can't you see this influence
is more than just a consequence
that got that poor cat crucifixed
just hear me out.

i can't take this ******** up place
it's ruining my life
and causing me more pain
why can't i cry?

at the school i'm just a f*****t
to my mom i'm just a pill
the doctor sees me as a patient
i think i'm ready to kill

the cat that's in its grave
my lover in his bed
my father and his fiance
they'll never see the meds

chorus

i know i've had enough
this place is too screwed up
i don't think i'd last much longer
in this beautiful hell.

i'll be getting on the next bus
and leave this place for sure
will you please just stop the screaming
i can't take it anymore.