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So you guys know on the starting about a week ago i started to feel sad and I'll probally be moping around for a while probally a couple weeks after the end of May 'cause that is a whole year after my grandpa died and i was really close to him so please try to help get through this tough time I need all the help I can get I really miss him!!!!!!! (While typing thisi was crying) I miss him so much I wish he could come back so much!!!!! He ment the world to me and without him I feel empty and alone and so much more sad why did he hae to commit suicide why!!!!! If he werre here I would have so much more. I know a lot of ppl have lost someone I just can't get over it!! It would be a little easier if it was natural causes but it wasn't so it is so much harder. He died May 30, 2006 the day after Memorial day, how ironic, of a bullet to the head at his own hand. I would like some help throught the rest of this month and all of next mont please help me I really need it!!!!!!!!!!!! crying crying crying crying crying