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Sitting here as though I will always be in some sort of mindless self indulgence thinking things are going to be normal one day, to hide the truth from the brilliant green eyes that want to see optimism in this situation. Yet I know that one day that vale with go away and I will have to accept the truth, but till then I will follow the sun and see that beautiful smile still.

Well, I had forgotten that I had a journal on here, also remembered that no one reads them. ^-^;;
I have been studying to the point were I have passed out a few times, I have been getting ready for jobs and stuff by buying a few dress clothes, nice ones since I didn't have many before. I don't wanna give up, on a lot of things, not just jobs. I don't wanna say alot right now cause honestly, I'm afraid she will read this and think badly. I was reading an email I got when someone couldn't get a hold of me. I know, people would have told me not to reply, but you cant just lose how you feel about a person so easily or atleast thats what I hope.
I hope, at the next service I go to, that she will give me the time of day and just hear what I have to say. I dont wanna lose a person whos made the biggest impact in my life. I hope she can listen to those words and truly feel it, and something good will come from it.

I miss her a lot.

>.>

Im bored yet again

Name: Raziel Moonwell
Weight: 170 lbs
Height: 6'2"
Appearance: An elder vampire that looks to be in his twenties. Slim built with long lean muscles. Shoulder length black hair and crimson eyes. fangs that he can retract into his mouth so that they can appear normal to his prey.
Clothing:
Upper body:Usually wearing a long sleeve black shirt
Lower body: Black pants that have more than a few pockets.
Weapons: Usually a dagger that he has carried since he was a boy. Fangs and the ability to "Change" in danger. Superhuman strength and speed, as well as perfect sense of smell and seeing
Personality: Can be very inward at times, not liking to talk to people about himself of his past. At times can be very loving but not that often.

Bio: Mortally born in 486 b.c to a celtic family in what is now Ireland. Originally having blonde hair and green eyes but chooses to mask that. in 560 b.c he was turned by an egyptian vampire that turned him for his looks and build. He spent many years with his own people, them fearing the god that lived in the forest that demanded blood. Turning his twin sister into a vampire only two days after he was, so that he wouldnt be alone. He spent five hundred years at her side before fallling inlove with a mortal, her being the most beautiful thing he'd ever seen. He left his sisters side and choose to be with her for four years before finally turning her. Spending the happiest twenty years with her before his sister found them both, killing his love, Wynne.
He spend many years fighting any war that he could be in to try and forget her.
In the years 1500-1800 he spent much time traveling and learning, trying to keep himself amused to so that he wouldnt want to die. He came to a small island nation called Japan and stayed there until 1886, there he was known as Oni no Owari.
He came to the Americas and has since then spend much of his time there.

(To be revamped and updated)