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this is me ******** around in the house. i was extremly bored. i've decided to commit blashemy and "grace" gaia with my face. ha! ha! i have become quite vain and i enjoy every minute of it. to think i spent so much time hating myself. ha! ha! *stirkes a pose vogue style* i look so synthetic in this one. ^_^
i think i might go to the gothic fashion show next week. it looks ever so fun and pretty. i hope miah is going. i'd like to see him again. he's such a pretty dancer ad he wears make-up alot better than i do. i need to call princess and see if she i going too. *thinks for a bit*

man i feel so out of place right now. this is first time in a long time i've written a single thought in my head. and the ******** up thing is is that is so small and on top of that i can't think of what it was i really wanted to clean off my table in the first place. oh well ******** it....
i'm gonna sit in my corner and play with my toys of vanity.

L.S.D. stands for Lucid inema Dreamer.

i'm not going to sleep tonight. i stil have the ringing in my ears from guitar practice.
i'm helping jon pack. he's moving and u'm leaving. there is a difference between the two.
i don't want to think right now. i can do that tomorrow or today- when the sun is up or when there is light in the sky the defines daytime. stare

eek holy ******** s**t. last night was ******** crazy. joNA came over and she hung out with me here at the house. my boyfirend went to is cousins house to chill and check out his new viedo game.

we left the house at about- what?- 1 or something in the morning and went to graces to go to slices on the drag. joNA's idiot boyfirend called while we were in the car. god i can't stand him.
she said that he was going to meet us at slices in about and hour or so and was going to bring a friend. david. he brought david's a**. oh wait .. i mean brae. that is a ******** up way to spell brei man. really it is. hell i don't even think i spelled it right. i guess he was watching the tribe again or something. well anyway..
grace was spacing out the whole time we were there and i mention anorelle. this girl he met here on gaia and oh my god.. his powder cheeks were stained candy pink with blush. i've never seen him blush like that. well i have but in other situations of course. but back to the subject- man why am i so scattered brained right now?
he pulls out his wallet and shows us a picture of her. and i'll be ******** damned... she's cute as all hell. pretty little eg lolita she is. he told us that she is a very good writer and is very easy to feed off of when it comes to writing. she must be one bombshell with words to keep grace's interest.. joNA took the picture into her hands and was like " well damn grace, she's cute enough to eat for breakfast." i laughed. joNA thought she was hot. i had to agree, she is a very beautiful girl. we sat for a good 10 minutes passingthe photo around making cutte comments and sometimes sinister ones that would make him get all defensive. we knew we were'nt causeing any toruble about it because he was laughing with us. for some reason after he ordered his food, he tied his hair back in put it up in a tight bun in the back of his head. joNA noticed and then told me when he left to the restroom. i don't know whay she told me but she said something bad was going to happen to grace.
now, when you say something like that i'm going to get paranoid as all hell and become a bodyguard from hell just to keep you safe- if i like you that is. grace came back and sat down. the photo was sitting on the tble next to his glass. joNA picked it up again and looked at it for a while. i stared at it oo and then asked if i could ghost her.
well it was then as we played "show and tell" the photo the photo of her that hell broke loose. rob came by and brought david with him. daivd is this little s**t b*****d who say the wrong thing at the wrong time and wonders why people hate his a** afterwards. david has never said anything that would get hims stomped but he has said things to get threats and proposals of physical harm and some how with that filth ridden mouth of his he always seems to talk his way out of it the same way he got himself into it. this time was difference...
none of us never could really put our finger on david. he only gave so little about himself that you could lable him as a friend nor could you hate him enouh to call him an enemy but last night (early this morning), i think we all figured out where to place out judgements.
he saw graces photo in my and tried to take it from me. i just showed it to him and gave it this really weird look. like one of those faces where your not sure if you should be disgusted or passive about something. wel his look was just ******** ugly. he asked who the girl was and joNA told him. grace looked so rigid in his seat. i thought maybe david would make some stupid sexual joke about her like he does about everythig but that did'nt happen. i have never heard so much racially stereotypical bullshit escape one persons mouth in a matter of 3 mintues in my life. it was horrible and the ******** thing was that he just kept on going. me and joNA were appauld but probably not as much as rob was. him being one of rob's close buddies and all. i swaer one of movie moments of silence occured bewteen us all. for at least and minute none of us could say a damn thing. we ould'nt feel anything either. it was like some atomic bomb dropped on us all and we were'nt sure if the light from the blast was something we should try and run from or stand face head on. but all i know was that a soon as that silence was cleared, grace had thrown himself over the ******** table and taclked the s**t out of david. holy ******** hell... i had always wondered what grace looked like in fight- hell i always wondered if he could fight- but man he ******** owned david's a** in a mater of seconds.
of course it caused a disturbence in the resturant. the omanager was ncie enough to kick us out instead of call the cops. grace was the first to storm out. rob followed after him. joNA and i just left david to pick himself up. we headed to the door and dvid shoved right between us and stomred after grace. he was already down the street with rob towards 24th st. i guess rob was tyring to console him or something. me and joNA ran behind david as he ran up to grace. he called graces name and sure enough, david socked him in the face. me and joNA haulted in front of an atm. there were a litle ways down from legs diamond. rob tried to break them up but david got him =out of the way and launched himself at grace. they crashed in the parking lot. me and joNA ran up to them. graced scremaed and then managed to get david off of him. he was swearig up a storm man. we did'nt know why but this after noon we found out he tried to tear his lip rip out. david started saying some really rank s**t and just kept pushing grace over the egde. rob tried to brealk them up a few times but david just kept on provoking grace and grace kept on going back into it. rob finally gave up ttry to stop them when david insulted him. i mean he insulted rob bad. we all did'nt know that david could get so verbally abusive. rob, looked like he was going to join in but he threw his cigarette at him and said " i hope grace ******** stomps your a** in the ground." i think this lasted and hour of so. i was'nt paying attention to the time.
david kept talking s**t and grace just kept kicking his a**. me rob and joNA just sat and watched. we were'nt going to do anything about it. david was getting what he deserved finally. we figured this was his retribution for all those other times he'd nearly gotten his a** kicked by other people bcause of his inconsiderate a** mouth. joNA was hoping that david would slip and say something about her but he did'nt. grace got him on the gorund and david looked like s**t. i mean he looked like s**t. like brad pitt in fight club during the part where the own of the club just wails onhis a**. maybe not as blody but yea... rob picked david off the pavement and walked him to his car. we followed behind them. at rob's car we said out good byes and then parted. graces had a busted lip and bruised knuckles he would'nt tell us what else was bruised so we let it alone. i hate silent rides home. its so depressing and sufficating. we wne to graces and ended up staying up til about 10. grace looks naked without his lip ring but oh well... i figured it was for the best that he take it out. grace let us use his bathroom and washed our clothes. we asked if he was going to be okay but he did'nt say anything. his lips was swollen we left.
joNA na di headed to rob's cause we knew he had david there. david was too stupid to be left alone in his house all bloody and broken. rob told us he would've left him at home but was afraid that he would call the cops on grace and tell some horrid a** story to get him arrested for assault. knowing how david is.. he would've gotten hims arrested for attempted man slaughter. stare me and joNA took care of david when rob left for work. we made sure it was hell for him.
i don't think any of us will be hangiong out with him anymore. he'lL probably start avoiding us on campus like the plague and tell people he got jumped in an alley when they see his face.
i should've taken a picture of ther battered ******** but oh welL...
i'm going to end this now. i have photo shoot to plan for and people to call.

jya...