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Katalyst's Random Feelings
I don't know, really... this is random stuff.
Bleh
u-u Today is not a good day...

First, Mizumi and I are no longer together... I seriously doubt I'm ever going to try to love again... u-u Tired of being hurt and all... He wants to be friends still, but I don't know... It pains me to hear his voice and know that he doesn't feel the same for me. As usual when things get bad, it rained. Then, I got griped at at work tonight. u-u; There were 6 people closing and the manager wanted to complain because 4 had no clue what was going on (they're newbies at it) and there was almost a few people to quit, myself included, because he didn't want to help us close down everything-- he sat and ate for the third time in a 9-hour shift. On a lighter side, I now have a religion... Christianity. (Who would have thought it possible? o-o; ) Anyways, I guess thats all I have... except that I REALLY need to stop doing what it is that I do. >< My stomach and legs hurt pretty bad. But, my heart shall continue to hurt more so. Sayonara for now.


Listening to: B*Witched- To You I Belong
Alone I can hear
Hear our song
Playing for me again
Won't blame it on myself
Just blame it on the weatherman

Standing on the shore
Calling out your name
I was here before
I could see your face
Only clouds will see
Tears are in my eyes
Empty like my heart
Why do ya say goodbye

The rain goes on (on and on again)
The rain goes on (on and on again)


Sweet Sorrow
This has been a week from hell... u-u; My Aunt Geneva (She was my favorite of the aunts on my dad's side, even though she was mentally handicapped. She also had Diabetes.) died on Monday at 6:00 am. My mom and I gave her cpr even though we knew she was gone.. u-u It rained alot.. After that, I had semester testing, which in itself is bad. The funeral was on Wednesday and there was a fistfight, as usual when my Aunt Velma and Uncle Wayne see each other. I wanted to disown the whole family. Then, last night, work was just a bummer and I had an emotional breakdown. I'm amazed that they didn't fire me for my actions.. u-u; I think thats about all I have for now.

Listening to:Evanescence- Give Unto Me
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burdens
I'll drink your deadly poison

Why should I care if they hurt you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you, I'll save you

Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burdens
I'll drink your deadly poison


*Yaaaawn*
Woo.. woke up at 4 am and decided to get online. Made a banner for a band (Erratic) and now I think I may retire for a bit. o-o;; Not sure of what is going on. I miss my Clay-Clay

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Listening to: HIM- Your Sweet 666


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