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as you can easily see, i am a very poetic person....


here's one:
I think about you most when in the rain
bringing back memories and all the pain
rain rain go away
come back again some other day
all those things you did to me
opened my eyes for me to see
the worst in you the worst in me
that we were never meant to be

here's another:
today, i'm finally happy
you're actually here right next to me
holding out my arms, i tried to grasp you
i tried to catch you as you slipped through my fingers
are you a ghost? are you real?
i cannot believe the things that i do not feel
i looked so deeply through you
and saw your body fade
what do i do?
you just disappeared right through the shade
what is this reality? or is this a nightmare?
i cannot wake up.... i cannot breathe this air


and another:
so i am different, so what?
i am nothing like you, so what?
supposedly the grass is greener, on the other side
to me we're all the same, using useless genocide
so close your eyes and listen to me
am i different now? just hear me speak
i'm just like you, you're just like me
so leave me alone, and let me be


another:
you left me empty handed, you are so useless
you left me with a broken heart, and made me feel worthless
did you think i'd still care about you
when your true self came through?
why'd you cheat on me? is this really true?
i used to love you, but now i don't know what to do
how was i to believe your little white lies?
connect to a three volt.... i hope your battery dies


another:
I'm falling into the black hole of my mind
a sane place i'll never find
my mind is the craziest kind
with sickening thoughts of suicide
trapped in a box with no place to hide
controlling my mind with what's inside
my mind is the craziest kind


and one of my songs:
you drank yourself away, drowning out your fears
from countless drugs and needles, to all the dranken beers
this poison runs your bloodstream, drying out your veins
killing your life slowly, hiding all the pain
you hide yourself away, in all your lies
you try to let go, in all your cries
on all the blades that you have stained
lies my heart i'mto blame
i tried my best, to save your life
and all i did was put on strife
my heart cuts
while your life shuts
i'm dying with you
forever with you....


i know, beer is nasty... if anything, drink liquor, or vodka.... both are good... i also like wine cus it's fruity and good exclaim razz mrgreen