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Today I am writing to say I love you to one individual, my lover Jacob. We have been together for a month, which of course isn't that long but feels like its been forever because I love him so much. He is without a doubt the sweetest person I have ever known, he stands up for me and protects me almost without reason. I want to do what I can for him, devote my life to him. Jacob, if I could do you the justice you deserve I would move to dallas and live with you somewhere nice, if I could do you the justice you deserve I would turn back the clock and meet you four years ago. If I could do you the justice you deserve I would marry you today. If only I could, I would do every thing that you could imagine, to make you the happiest man alive. You are my sunshine, the light I have been searching for. You are the man who supported and stayed by my side when I was hurt. You were the one who talke sense to me when I was angry, calmed the beast when I was a monster on the inside. Without you I would shrivel up and die.....at one point I thought I was losing my compassion and sense, because the humans of the world have truly lost their humanity. You have changed me, by being the angel that every claimed me to be. You have changed me by offering bread as the truth when the charlatan offered me gold. You have changed me, because you are the love of my life, my true other half, the soul mate I was looking for. I can feel your touch in your absence, smell you everywhere. I love you so much, I wish I could do more for you. You deserve everything I and the world can give you and I will try my best to have that happen. Never leave me heart I love you so so much