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ok hey guys, its moi again
i know i havent been on gaia in a really looong time and i apologize for all my fans, but its ok i'm here now..WHEE!! 4laugh
anyways
it is the wonderful christmas holidays, whee
but not for moi, because guess what, i have lots and lots and lots of work to do. Fortunately i'm not really doing it right now but instead i'm typing in my journal, (yay for the ninjette's scroll). Unfortunately, my homework is going to be graded and i'm gonna have to do it sometime.
This christmas holiday break from school isnt really about getting some rest and cooling off and relaxing on the beach (although i did that before), this holiday is about getting some time to catch up on some work that the mean teachers gave us. sigh
I cant bother with school anymore, its soo annoying. Seriously,
school to me is only another word for prison to prevent juvenile delinquency (even though there's still plenty of it within its walls). Its concrete and bars hindering our liberty and our interaction with true nature, with its forced labour, guards claiming to 'teach' us discipline, the unmasked uniformity (stupid tunic, and shirt and tie and skirt uniform), which only holds back our creative nature & individuality. They hold us in, keeping us there, for long hours, brainwashing us, giving us ideas of 'true freedom' disguised by their perception of what it really means to be free. They only restrain and restrict our independence while sabotaging our possibilities of showing our true colours, even our peculiar ways, unique, our strange beauty of who we really are.
They insist on thinking of it as a place, molding us into what society really wants us to be, reminding us the norms and desireable behaviours, preventing chaos etc etc. But dont let them fool you, it is a correctional facility, ready to mold our minds into what they want us to be isntead of what we want to become, strangling our opportunities of blossoming into our own identity like a flower in a field on a spring day.
crying
oh the horror!!!
*sniff*